Day of rest.
Ok, whoever reads this needs to convince me to do this.
I'm promising myself NOT do do ANY work today. At all. No studying, no nothing. I don't really have a good reason. I'm scared shitless for the Chem exam.. but that's why I just don't want to do anything today. I just want to relax, and finish off the rest of these salt and vinegar chips, and watch anime, and things like that.
But am I relaxing by doing those things and stressing inside my mind about how I'm wasting time.. or am I relaxing by getting the work done?
I can't tell. I wish I could just turn off my conscience, just for a while.
And tonight, I'm definitely sleeping early. The minute I fall asleep, the guilt will be gone for the night.
Ok. I am promising myself to rest. I'll feel more motivated to work after a day of rest, right?
Hmm, okay :) That's cool.
And one more thing to add to my list of things to do in Korea ... dye my hair pitch black, or a really nice deep brown. Every time I try to dye my hair brown, it's crappy. It looks artificial, FAKE, and DYED. I want that deeeeep brown hair colour. If I can't get that, then I just want my black hair back.
Hmm and maybe I'll start a drawing today too. I haven't drawn for a really long time. I should take out my drawing binder and stuff.
I'm promising myself NOT do do ANY work today. At all. No studying, no nothing. I don't really have a good reason. I'm scared shitless for the Chem exam.. but that's why I just don't want to do anything today. I just want to relax, and finish off the rest of these salt and vinegar chips, and watch anime, and things like that.
But am I relaxing by doing those things and stressing inside my mind about how I'm wasting time.. or am I relaxing by getting the work done?
I can't tell. I wish I could just turn off my conscience, just for a while.
And tonight, I'm definitely sleeping early. The minute I fall asleep, the guilt will be gone for the night.
Ok. I am promising myself to rest. I'll feel more motivated to work after a day of rest, right?
Hmm, okay :) That's cool.
And one more thing to add to my list of things to do in Korea ... dye my hair pitch black, or a really nice deep brown. Every time I try to dye my hair brown, it's crappy. It looks artificial, FAKE, and DYED. I want that deeeeep brown hair colour. If I can't get that, then I just want my black hair back.
Hmm and maybe I'll start a drawing today too. I haven't drawn for a really long time. I should take out my drawing binder and stuff.