same old, same old.
So tonight was interesting. I went with Zac, Mike, and Melissa to HotShots. I had fun to a point. Mike was doing his bullshit attitude. He can never just relax and enjoy himself. I think that he thinks he should have me all to himself. He even said before...girls should be BFandP. BareFoot and Pregnant. Yeah...Riiiight. Maybe if we lived in the 50's.
Anyway...CJ isn't growing as fast as I hoped he would. I guess that's a good thing...won't have to buy a new cage as soon as I was expecting...I keep wishing he will get big...but I know as soon as he gets big...I'm going to miss him being so small.
Anyway...I wanted to write down what Mike and I fought about because I can never remember and I like to look back on it and remind myself so I can remind him when he pulls the same shit.
but yeah...we were in the living room and mike was swtiching the DVD when he said I'm not sweet anymore and I'm not anythign like I used to be. And that I don't do anythign for him anymore.
First of all...i didn't knwo this was a competition. I didn't know we were in a race to see who can do that most for who. He see's our relationship as what I do for HIM and what HE does for ME. I see it as what WE do for US.
I didn't know I was supposed to match what he does. He doesn't even do that much. Wow he took me to dinner. First of all...how would we even have gotten there if I didn't take my jeep...um walk? It takes two to make eachother happy...i don't understand why he has to keep track of what we do for eachother. Why can't he just do things just because he wants to...and it's nice to do it. And not make sure that I make it up to him.
I'll never understand it I guess.
I can't wait for school to start. New People. I can be whoever I want. I'll be busy all the time. THANK GOD! Less DRAMA.
Alright...I need to get some sleep. goodnight.
Anyway...CJ isn't growing as fast as I hoped he would. I guess that's a good thing...won't have to buy a new cage as soon as I was expecting...I keep wishing he will get big...but I know as soon as he gets big...I'm going to miss him being so small.
Anyway...I wanted to write down what Mike and I fought about because I can never remember and I like to look back on it and remind myself so I can remind him when he pulls the same shit.
but yeah...we were in the living room and mike was swtiching the DVD when he said I'm not sweet anymore and I'm not anythign like I used to be. And that I don't do anythign for him anymore.
First of all...i didn't knwo this was a competition. I didn't know we were in a race to see who can do that most for who. He see's our relationship as what I do for HIM and what HE does for ME. I see it as what WE do for US.
I didn't know I was supposed to match what he does. He doesn't even do that much. Wow he took me to dinner. First of all...how would we even have gotten there if I didn't take my jeep...um walk? It takes two to make eachother happy...i don't understand why he has to keep track of what we do for eachother. Why can't he just do things just because he wants to...and it's nice to do it. And not make sure that I make it up to him.
I'll never understand it I guess.
I can't wait for school to start. New People. I can be whoever I want. I'll be busy all the time. THANK GOD! Less DRAMA.
Alright...I need to get some sleep. goodnight.