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my eye feels like it's going to come out of my face you guys i don't know what is wrong with my sinuses but it makes me want to die
i uhhh i got into odu! and i found out i can drop my math class, which is probably for the best, because if i drop it by next thursday i won't have any academic penalty and i definitely won't have an f, jesus christ. my only qualms are that it'll bring me below 12 credits and i won't get to hang out with mike before/after class. also i won't have a class right across the hallway from my awesome old creative writing professor. but i think it would honestly be better for me to drop it before i get an f in it and the people at odu see that OBVIOUSLY I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE and when i try to set up an advising session they go "don't even" and hang up on me immediately. long story short, fuck math i fucking hate it.
i gave my speech FINALLY in public speaking the other day and it was uh. it was pretty terrible. honestly, anyone who knows me knows how huge a deathphobe i am, and speaking in front of an audience is like ten times worse than death for me. it was awful. i got about three sentences into my first paragraph and my professor stopped me and told me to start over and ughh it was so embarrassing. but i did it. christ.
my brother is sick with strep, which means i'll probably get it soon.
uhhh me and my mom are going to raleigh this weekend to see the mars volta. fuckin. yeah. excited.
aside from hella stress about being sick with this sinus infection and having to get used to this fuckawful medicine and having enough homework to last me until i'm 32, i decided to spend my free time not doing much of anything productive at all and finally get past the first episode of tengen toppa gurren lagann. good idea, natasha, very very very good idea. one of the few things i'll say in this journal with genuine honesty. /fucking amazing idea/. i am so pleased.
god is it really only tuesday? ugh
i uhhh i got into odu! and i found out i can drop my math class, which is probably for the best, because if i drop it by next thursday i won't have any academic penalty and i definitely won't have an f, jesus christ. my only qualms are that it'll bring me below 12 credits and i won't get to hang out with mike before/after class. also i won't have a class right across the hallway from my awesome old creative writing professor. but i think it would honestly be better for me to drop it before i get an f in it and the people at odu see that OBVIOUSLY I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE and when i try to set up an advising session they go "don't even" and hang up on me immediately. long story short, fuck math i fucking hate it.
i gave my speech FINALLY in public speaking the other day and it was uh. it was pretty terrible. honestly, anyone who knows me knows how huge a deathphobe i am, and speaking in front of an audience is like ten times worse than death for me. it was awful. i got about three sentences into my first paragraph and my professor stopped me and told me to start over and ughh it was so embarrassing. but i did it. christ.
my brother is sick with strep, which means i'll probably get it soon.
uhhh me and my mom are going to raleigh this weekend to see the mars volta. fuckin. yeah. excited.
aside from hella stress about being sick with this sinus infection and having to get used to this fuckawful medicine and having enough homework to last me until i'm 32, i decided to spend my free time not doing much of anything productive at all and finally get past the first episode of tengen toppa gurren lagann. good idea, natasha, very very very good idea. one of the few things i'll say in this journal with genuine honesty. /fucking amazing idea/. i am so pleased.
god is it really only tuesday? ugh