Our Official Break-Up?

[natasha_aida]

We had fights during the past week but we patched things up. But today became different. We talked and made conclusion that we have changed. We love each other to bits but we've so changed. I told HIM i don't want to break up but he insists. We fucking love each other but we can't last forever? Why? I told HIM we must change our attitudes but he doesn't want to. I just don't know how to do. I really do love him. I told HIM, we should take a break and think things over. But he wants to break up with me instead. I just want us to be like we used to. I don't know what to do!! We even broke up a day before my birthday!! This is the worse birthday ever!! No boyfriend to celebrate with. And it's even on fucking valentine's day! Arrghh!!

I'm sad, pissed, clueless, missing him badly and still in love with him..