wow its been months
so it's definitely been forever since i've updated this thing. let's see...
so 2005 just ended... it was an interesting year. 2006 should be better though. and it definitely got an amazing start. probably the best new years i've had in a while. with the exception of the day being messed up, it ended up being a great night. got the midnight kiss that i wanted. ;)
on the downside, i'm so apathetic about everything right now. i just don't really care about school or anything anymore. i'm getting really bored with my life. i don't know. i get depressed really easily now too. i'll be in a great mood, then the next minute just want to be alone and not be around anyone.
i'm commuting to my job in towson and just living at home for winter break too. i'm spending a lot of money on gas, but I really don't wanna live at my apartment. where i'm living next year is also a big question too.
yeah...so i don't know. and i'm tired of people being so indecisive. that's part of why new years almost sucked because no one wants to make plans in advance.
ugh... now i'm kind of in a bad mood again. hopefully we can get together plans for tonight.
so 2005 just ended... it was an interesting year. 2006 should be better though. and it definitely got an amazing start. probably the best new years i've had in a while. with the exception of the day being messed up, it ended up being a great night. got the midnight kiss that i wanted. ;)
on the downside, i'm so apathetic about everything right now. i just don't really care about school or anything anymore. i'm getting really bored with my life. i don't know. i get depressed really easily now too. i'll be in a great mood, then the next minute just want to be alone and not be around anyone.
i'm commuting to my job in towson and just living at home for winter break too. i'm spending a lot of money on gas, but I really don't wanna live at my apartment. where i'm living next year is also a big question too.
yeah...so i don't know. and i'm tired of people being so indecisive. that's part of why new years almost sucked because no one wants to make plans in advance.
ugh... now i'm kind of in a bad mood again. hopefully we can get together plans for tonight.