Another little lesson for all you unconciously inconsiderate people...
Ok, I'm sick and tired of this crap...when the fuck are we planning on changing our ways damn it?! I wish I could talk to each of you privately... Because I truly do have something private to say to each of you... I wish... God I really really wish if ANY OF YOU have any friends who don't like me...but you're my friend, DON'T GO ALONG WITH IT! Jesus! I used to go along with, I won't lie, but don't you think that if it's YOUR friend they don't like, why don't you ask them why?!?! Ask them! THEN prove them wrong. They are you're friend for some reason, right? Prove them that your friend is not someone to hate. Trust me, if you try your hardest to show them to stop hating people, eventually their hatred WILL die down! We need to learn you guys, we NEED TO LEARN! We cam to this earth to do something, and it surely isn't to hate each other. And I know this idea originally came from Mean Girls, but this is a really good idea...this entry is even going public! Leave a comment if you think you've wronged a friend (whether they deserved it or not, it's still wrong!) and SAY SORRY TO THEM! Say exactly WHAT you are sorry for, and maybe this world will get just a little better because of this simple little entry...ok..IT's my turn to say sorry:
I'm sorry Susie, for totally screwing you over and ignoring you're calls, up to the point where you lost my trust because of it, and I am willing to do anything in order to win your trust again. I am also sorry because I talked a lot of bad things about you quite often because I figured it would be okay, I have been talking crap about you ever since we first stopped talking, up until some days after the first day of school, and I am willing to find all of those people and correct them from what I told them about you. I really truly am deeply sorry...
I am sorry Lionel, because none of this had to do with you, yet you were still betrayed, and still hurt in the process. Like with Susie, I am willing to do everything in my way to win your trust as well. I really am unbeleivably sorry, an I hiope one day you can actually believe me when I say it...
I am sorry Ruby, even if I'm not even sure if you will ever read this, I have to say it anyways. You were the one who showed life isn't always the piece of cherry pie I once loved, and instead of thanking you for taking me out of my imaginary world, I hated you for so many reasons. Regardless of how many times I was entirely sure I had done no wrong to you, and that you were the evil one all along, I now really have to say sorry. I wrote so many shitty notes about you, and they got a little out of control, and I hope you know that the last three days of 8th grade were my worst: not because I hated you you so horribly, as everyone figured, but because I didn't have you anymore, and I had finally realized that I have lost a best friend of mine. Now, I'm still in shock because I can't believe how many people in this world make the very best friends, and in a few years, they don't even talk at all, like us. I could never be more sorry...
I am sorry Amanda, for hating just because you were Jaime's ex. I am sorry for always hating you, even before you knew me, just because you always had Jaime, and I always had Jaime, as a friend. I am really very satisfied that this all didn't end in a gruesome and bloody, violent end, and I hope you know I have learned from hating people blindly, from hating people at all, the way I always hated you. But honestly, you have to understand I was really just insanely jealous of you, as girls are of me now, and I really hate it, so I'm sorry for making you go through that one more time, as if you didn't have enough girls on your ass.
I am honestly vey sorry to all of you, and if I happened to leave you out of my sorry list, comment me and I will surely have to say sorry for something.
NaTaLuNgA***