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Mar 10, 2006 18:31

thinking things over again
accused of being in a bad mood
not really
just in deep thought i guess
you were perfect
too perfect
you let me do things that you shouldnt have
that i shouldnt have
i dont know what to do from here
i dont know where to go from here
i miss you
yet some things i dont
i've had a weird day
i hate that word weird
b/c i always reminds me of the time when i first started dating nathan and he made fum of me b/c i was a suck ass speller
i've done too much
i've seen too much
i've went too deep
its coming to an end
or is it
my mom is pissed at me
oh yeah
my day
i painted a really festive/happy picture
even though its kinda creepy
especially the way it hangs at the end of the hall
yet it weeps
like the weeping willow at adam's
i miss those days
hell i miss all sorts of days
supposed to go to a party
actually two or three parties
dont really want to
kinda would rather stay and be hippies some more
and play with bubbles
that was fun
woofie is moving out
actually he already started moving
he is really mad at me
but it wasnt my fault
uhhhh.....
i watched you change
wait.....
you watched me change
actually we all changed
its just up to you as to how you make the change
this entry is probably aggravating whom ever actually took the time to read it
i watched you change
its like you never
ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah
it you were only in my head
maybe you would begin to understand
hell i dont understand
im inlove with you
are you inlove with me?
how about you?
or you?
i didnt think so
why do people like me anyway?
i'm just another bitch
right?
lost
yep
thats the right word
lost
please it this is bothering you.. please stop reading
i watched you change
craig came by today
but i missed him
b/c i was out with him
trouble
but mommy and daddy like him
no they dont like the guy that is good for me
the one that i totally connected with
the one that was well the one
no.. they couldnt make my life easy
why do i care so much about my family
they dont really seem to care about me anymore
i see clouds of white
and i think to myself
the colors of the rainbow
kinda like the colors of my personality
i love you
they'll learn much more
than i'll ever know
what a wonderful world
stoner moment
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