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the more i think about it the less i should place any real time or emotional investment in my horoscope. i am far too superstitious as it is. but now it's a habbit i have a hard time breaking. i've always been pretty prone to worry and thought that somehow it safegaurded me from something otherwise unavoidable. i realize now all it did was make me waste time and energy thinking about things that no matter how hard i tried i could never fix without the aid of a lepracon or a fairy god mother. the same goes with all of my many superstitions. sometimes i actually can guess what's about to happen in a creepy countess foresight kind of way and i feel like i have a little bit of power in this powerless world. but more often than not i just end up looking crazy thinking i can control anything with a few repeatitive acts.
matt and i went to see alkaline trio last night at the norva it was awesome. i never realized how HOTT matt skiba is. i just stood there sweating and smelling of the beers that were being poured onto the lower crowd by the upper crowd and staired at him. it was a good time. i got a lot of phone calls yesterday.
i'm worried about summer school. as it stands matt maly is in town till sunday morning, and i'm not a very good host or entertainer. my grandparents will be in tomorrow at some point and i'm to eat with them and show them my whole in the wall apartment. sunday i'm supposed to head to cville to go tubing for logan and my birthday... the problem is tuesday i have to teach and i haven't looked over all the material enough to make me comfortable yet... and i don';t know when i'm going to find the time. see also a clean house is a happy house and my house is not so happy. i find that i feel better about life in general when things are in their place.
what can i say i'm nuts.
matt and i went to see alkaline trio last night at the norva it was awesome. i never realized how HOTT matt skiba is. i just stood there sweating and smelling of the beers that were being poured onto the lower crowd by the upper crowd and staired at him. it was a good time. i got a lot of phone calls yesterday.
i'm worried about summer school. as it stands matt maly is in town till sunday morning, and i'm not a very good host or entertainer. my grandparents will be in tomorrow at some point and i'm to eat with them and show them my whole in the wall apartment. sunday i'm supposed to head to cville to go tubing for logan and my birthday... the problem is tuesday i have to teach and i haven't looked over all the material enough to make me comfortable yet... and i don';t know when i'm going to find the time. see also a clean house is a happy house and my house is not so happy. i find that i feel better about life in general when things are in their place.
what can i say i'm nuts.