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My life is changing...a lot. I'm getting old...and I love it. I just reflect and realize that I got out of that shit hole town. I don't ever have to go back to Illinois...I will because I love it but I'm just a visitor now. I don't have to live with my parents...depend on my parents and do the same thing, drink the same thing night after night. I'm just not held back anymore. I'm out of Bartlett...It's a proud thing to say because I swear that place has some sort of hold on people. A couple of us left but everyone else...never changed, never tried...gave up and just faded away. I know I'll come back 20 years later for a holiday, call up some old friends for a beer and they'll still be there...sitting on their couch, drinking the same beer, playing the same video games (with better graphics of course)...I love everybody but I wish people would get out and see the world...realize that there's more to life than wasting away with a can of beer in your hand and a cig on your lips.
So that's what's on the table...I've changed..no regrets. I have my baby, Mindy, and Alex. I have a nice new apartment to call home. I got thing together...yep life is good and all that crap. I just hope the same for everybody else...
So that's what's on the table...I've changed..no regrets. I have my baby, Mindy, and Alex. I have a nice new apartment to call home. I got thing together...yep life is good and all that crap. I just hope the same for everybody else...