Sep 16, 2004 20:25
felt really sick in school today. i dont know why, i just did. pe sucked. we threw the ball over the fence to waste time cause it gets boring hitting the ball just back and forth when half of the time were running around chasing the ball.. not excatly what id call fun.
i went to wal mart today. got peanut butter m&ms. i swear those things are addicitng. definatly. i brought a big bag to my softball games last weekend. christina ate them all. thank you chrisitna. so i thought id buy some for this weekend.
im happy we are going this weekend. yay. we got this girl blake or something to play for us. so me and jenna and our moms are going to the river too. leaving friday comeing home sunday. girls trip. it shall be fun. i want christina to go to the river badly. but i cant invite her because were staying at jennas house, not mine. so thatd be rude.
so my cousin called me tonight. kinda weird. she called me and told me jonny died. i already knew. but it was nice to think she was thinking about telling me. i guess? i enjoyed talking to her though. we talked for a while. weve been getting closer latley. its weird. we used to be just cousins before. cause i dont know.. she was too immature. i dont know how to explain it. but now she listens to good music haes boyfriends has a life. i guess shes grown up more. so we connect on a lot of things. which is very cool. so im kinda happy about that.
but my second cousin or something like that.. megan.. shes awesome. i swear were physic. everything that she says i totally agree with. were like the same person. and she listens to good music. she lives in north carolina. but she comes out here every summer. last summer i didnt see her once. but when she comes out here this summer. we decided were gonna spend the whole time together because shes absoultley awesome. just thought youd let to know.
hm so boys. i seriously need to get myself one. a nice respectful awesome cute boy. thats not just trying to get down your pants. but actully cares about you. and likes you. a lot. but theres no one at my school. actully no one that lives near me. so whatever. im really thinking of this whole nun thing. you know.. it could really solve all my problems.