[Musings] Yelp!!!!!!!!!
Ooooo, had more electro today, was 1hr 30 for a change, thought I could afford it and I don’t relish the thought as I have so many times of this going on and on, I wanna get it finished with as soon as if poss. It’s a freakin scary thought of another 18months of so of this, I cant see it being that long as I don’t have that many at any one time but then she is the experienced one. For now I will bow to reason in that I am not losing time at all, each session, if anything, moves me nearer the end whener that might be. Apart from around the mouth area it seems that she has removed most of the thick terminal hairs, leaving me pretty much only fuzz hairs that take all week to get noticable after shaving. If I were to epilate em they would take much longer so its tempting, certainly wont rule it out long term but for now I will bear the marks of the horrible needle as its not too unusual for a 'guy' to have red bits on their face and I can only appreciate how difficult it must be to do this as a woman. I pray for my poor departed porcelain looks tho, I feel so blokey.
Still more hairs coming through in the new areas so going well, its kinda like popcorn heh.
I have lessened my amount of additional 100mg spiro with my androcur each day, I think it was the probable extremely low testosterone level (as with andro alone it has dropped right down to 1.1), that’s been knocking me out so bad. Dropped it to 50 for last couple of days and I've felt livelier, not much but a bit.
Had Abbis son round yesterday (Monday) for his guitar lesson, he is managing to switch some chords now so getting better.
Posted my essay Monday night too so that’s cool,obviously some days late but I will HAVE to make certain it doesn’t happen with the last two, I have been getting worse, wonder if connected with the above?
Watch Hostel with No2 tonight, was ok but nothing special. Wasn’t a horror in the traditional sense at all, the body mutilation parts are uncomfortably graphic and made me wince but not scared tho. The idea is scary but I think the graphic nature of it spoils rather than enhances the effect. Dumbnuts are pandering to the mass of silly, slower people rather than taking a leaf from the Aliens book, less is more, certainly much scarier when ones mind is allowed more freedom?
Ho hum anyways...
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Posted by Buuuug to Musings at 3/28/2006 11:07:51 PM
Still more hairs coming through in the new areas so going well, its kinda like popcorn heh.
I have lessened my amount of additional 100mg spiro with my androcur each day, I think it was the probable extremely low testosterone level (as with andro alone it has dropped right down to 1.1), that’s been knocking me out so bad. Dropped it to 50 for last couple of days and I've felt livelier, not much but a bit.
Had Abbis son round yesterday (Monday) for his guitar lesson, he is managing to switch some chords now so getting better.
Posted my essay Monday night too so that’s cool,obviously some days late but I will HAVE to make certain it doesn’t happen with the last two, I have been getting worse, wonder if connected with the above?
Watch Hostel with No2 tonight, was ok but nothing special. Wasn’t a horror in the traditional sense at all, the body mutilation parts are uncomfortably graphic and made me wince but not scared tho. The idea is scary but I think the graphic nature of it spoils rather than enhances the effect. Dumbnuts are pandering to the mass of silly, slower people rather than taking a leaf from the Aliens book, less is more, certainly much scarier when ones mind is allowed more freedom?
Ho hum anyways...
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Posted by Buuuug to Musings at 3/28/2006 11:07:51 PM