maybe it's pms. maybe it's the fact that today sucked. captial S.
im just so sick of wasting my time
love and death are always on my mind. the stills.
i quit.
i tried, i faught, i really tried. i hope he knows that. i would have done anything..
i don't want to quit, i promised i never would. but this isn't fair anymore. nothing will ever be as it used to be, and i'm just kidding myself. so welcome to reality. it's going to suck a huge dick. toughen up natalie. just get over it and quit hoping. hope is for those who have no concept of how bad things can suck. im done. i have no idea what to do anymore. i've run out of hope. that's probably a good sign to just walk away. walk away and stop hoping that he'll come after me. because he won't. just get it through your head natalie, suck it up. deal with it. welcome to reality. because it's what just knocked you on your ass.
the end.
love and death are always on my mind. the stills.
i quit.
i tried, i faught, i really tried. i hope he knows that. i would have done anything..
i don't want to quit, i promised i never would. but this isn't fair anymore. nothing will ever be as it used to be, and i'm just kidding myself. so welcome to reality. it's going to suck a huge dick. toughen up natalie. just get over it and quit hoping. hope is for those who have no concept of how bad things can suck. im done. i have no idea what to do anymore. i've run out of hope. that's probably a good sign to just walk away. walk away and stop hoping that he'll come after me. because he won't. just get it through your head natalie, suck it up. deal with it. welcome to reality. because it's what just knocked you on your ass.
the end.