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pussy is pussy, right?
according to selfish, disgusting pigs it is...i talked with my roommate today who still talks to some of steves friends and found out that was one of his mantras when we were seeing each other. glad to know i meant so much to such an ignorant, useless, piece of shit
im glad that i never took steve seriously enough to tell adam about him. i didnt really talk to adam for the week that i was wasting my time with steve, but the weekend shit went down i had made plans to see him cause i knew whatever me and steve were trying to do wasnt working. and it never will. and i feel confident when i say that this was the last time i even think about letting steve into my life again. as hard as it will be, i think i can do without a smelly, lazy, sweaty, whiny voiced, 'backwards fuck who cant tell his ass from a hole in the ground' in my life. i dont know how, but i think i can manage...
what a piece of garbage. im glad that i dont have to put up with him and his stupid bullshit anymore. i had a dream with him in it last night. first of all, i was at the superbowl, and nsync was singing. i got invited up to their suite, and was standing next to joey fatone. he was singing with one iPod earbud in his ear, and then he lit up a cigarette and whatever image i had of nsync in my head in fourth grade went down the tube. then later, his roommates were in my dream too. we were at a bar, and i was walking around with jared. then tom gave me a huge frosted mug of beer. i saw steve, told him to get the fuck out of my way, and then kept walking or going somewhere with jared... too bad i wont have the chance to be in a bar again for a while. the couple times that i did see jared at the bar, shaun said both our auras went to a nice orange color, and he played the killer's song natalie while we were there too...good times.
i missed class cause i was too late getting downstairs to get my shit together, then i got distracted talking to tina. even though adam's working, i think imight go up there and visit with him for a while. then making money wearing fur coats and selling raffle tickets tomorrow with shaun at finch. disgusting, but i will be making money, which i so desperately need right now...
according to selfish, disgusting pigs it is...i talked with my roommate today who still talks to some of steves friends and found out that was one of his mantras when we were seeing each other. glad to know i meant so much to such an ignorant, useless, piece of shit
im glad that i never took steve seriously enough to tell adam about him. i didnt really talk to adam for the week that i was wasting my time with steve, but the weekend shit went down i had made plans to see him cause i knew whatever me and steve were trying to do wasnt working. and it never will. and i feel confident when i say that this was the last time i even think about letting steve into my life again. as hard as it will be, i think i can do without a smelly, lazy, sweaty, whiny voiced, 'backwards fuck who cant tell his ass from a hole in the ground' in my life. i dont know how, but i think i can manage...
what a piece of garbage. im glad that i dont have to put up with him and his stupid bullshit anymore. i had a dream with him in it last night. first of all, i was at the superbowl, and nsync was singing. i got invited up to their suite, and was standing next to joey fatone. he was singing with one iPod earbud in his ear, and then he lit up a cigarette and whatever image i had of nsync in my head in fourth grade went down the tube. then later, his roommates were in my dream too. we were at a bar, and i was walking around with jared. then tom gave me a huge frosted mug of beer. i saw steve, told him to get the fuck out of my way, and then kept walking or going somewhere with jared... too bad i wont have the chance to be in a bar again for a while. the couple times that i did see jared at the bar, shaun said both our auras went to a nice orange color, and he played the killer's song natalie while we were there too...good times.
i missed class cause i was too late getting downstairs to get my shit together, then i got distracted talking to tina. even though adam's working, i think imight go up there and visit with him for a while. then making money wearing fur coats and selling raffle tickets tomorrow with shaun at finch. disgusting, but i will be making money, which i so desperately need right now...