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my spanish for business class is pure misery. the shit were learning is sooo boring, and no one fucking participates. except for the native speaker mexican guy, jesus, who talks really loud. the teacher called him out on answering so many questions today because she 'wants to know the comments of the whole class'. i feel bad for him. i bet hes going fucking crazy listening to poor norma. its not necessarily her fault, its just boring material that makes the class suck so bad. im just glad im in a group with shaun, cause we just whisper casually to each other for the majority of the class...
speaking of shaun, it is really bugging me out that she is talking/hanging out/having a crush on brian. he was never my boyfriend or anything, but we were hanging out quite a bit for a few months. now that he works at the gas station by her house, i guess she goes up there and hangs out with him a lot and he goes over to her house after to work to hang out too. why does this not bother him? shaun is a really good friend of mine, and he is totally aware of this. i just got bailed on tonight too. thursday night has been me and shaun's going out and getting drunk/having fun at mountain town/the bird/rubbles night since school started, and tonight she's planning on hanging out with brian. the fact that were not going out is kind of weird to me, and the fact that she might be smooching with a guy that i dated ;ess than 2 months ago later on tonight weirds me out even more. its not even like i liked him that much. he was just fun to be around and it was nice having his attention, so i guess maybe im being selfish...
who cares, though.... apparently not brian, and shaun is just going to care until it stops bothering me, then im sure she will be fine dating a guy that i dated before. i thought this was some kind of unspoken girl rule that you dont mess with guys your friends used to date. apparently that doesnt apply.
for some reason im not looking forward to this weekend. all i wanna do is go to rubbles after lab tonight and have a couple of brews and chat with a few people. shaun is avoiding rubbles cause she got into it with the bartender last weekend, and amanda has been drinking too much lately anyways so i dont want to encourage her to go out with me...i think i might need to get away and go to alma on saturday...who knows.
now for studying mutant genes in drosophila aka the fucking fruit fly. fuck genetics
speaking of shaun, it is really bugging me out that she is talking/hanging out/having a crush on brian. he was never my boyfriend or anything, but we were hanging out quite a bit for a few months. now that he works at the gas station by her house, i guess she goes up there and hangs out with him a lot and he goes over to her house after to work to hang out too. why does this not bother him? shaun is a really good friend of mine, and he is totally aware of this. i just got bailed on tonight too. thursday night has been me and shaun's going out and getting drunk/having fun at mountain town/the bird/rubbles night since school started, and tonight she's planning on hanging out with brian. the fact that were not going out is kind of weird to me, and the fact that she might be smooching with a guy that i dated ;ess than 2 months ago later on tonight weirds me out even more. its not even like i liked him that much. he was just fun to be around and it was nice having his attention, so i guess maybe im being selfish...
who cares, though.... apparently not brian, and shaun is just going to care until it stops bothering me, then im sure she will be fine dating a guy that i dated before. i thought this was some kind of unspoken girl rule that you dont mess with guys your friends used to date. apparently that doesnt apply.
for some reason im not looking forward to this weekend. all i wanna do is go to rubbles after lab tonight and have a couple of brews and chat with a few people. shaun is avoiding rubbles cause she got into it with the bartender last weekend, and amanda has been drinking too much lately anyways so i dont want to encourage her to go out with me...i think i might need to get away and go to alma on saturday...who knows.
now for studying mutant genes in drosophila aka the fucking fruit fly. fuck genetics