bye bye....someone
i just got back from bye bye birdie and it turned out well. there are a few minutes of life that i wish to have back but it really did turn out well. there's talent in coronado. what happened? you were just waiting for us to leave to start selling a mass aount of tickets to your shows and to keep the audience amused, weren't you? it's okay. i'm happy for you guys that get to have the away-from-keiper experience. congrats.
s.p.a.r. is going to state...i don't know whither to be happy or to be extremely jealous...so i suppose i'll be both. DAMN IT! seriously, why couldn't of WE'VE gone to state? seriously, my acting career was doomed to be screwed in high school. first, cell block tango, then thesipans, and now the greatest acting accopmlishment of mine is moving on without me. sad, but good for you guys.
(out of range - ani difranco)
just the thought of our bed
makes me crumble like the plaster
where you punched the wall beside my head
and i try to draw the line
but it ends up running down the middle of me
most of the time
and baby i l(ike) you
that's why i'm leaving
there's no talking to you
and there's no pleasing you
and i care enough
that i'm mad
that half of the world don't even know
what they could of had
it's funny how my sister expects me to care when she gets upset with me and stomps around the house like a 4 year old. yet, she does nothing and says nothing after she says shitting things about me and i get upset. apparently, i care alot less to her then i first presumed. don't treat me like that if you don't expect to be treated the same way. if you get upset with me, tell me and don't act like a child about it and tell mommy on me. if you take a low blow at me and i make it very clear that i'm upset with you, don't suck up & play nice. i just expect an apology. i'm sorry ,sister of mine, you get no special treatment. you treat me like shit, this is how i react. i've become numb to you. i've turned the other cheek one too many times and that's how i've gotten stepped all over these past years by many. i'm not letting it go with you. deal with it. "so, if they're doing all of this why is it that you can't get a job? (laughter)" seriously? i have a job, thank you very much. why is it that my 18/19 year old friends can fully support themselves and yet you're 26, still live at mommy & daddy's house, and come crying to me when your brush gets stuck in your hair? don't act as if you're so much better then me. don't put me down for the things you can't accomplish. don't get pissed off at the fact that i am going to be okay and that it's your life that you can't handle, not me on mine. take my word of advice: grow up.
s.p.a.r. is going to state...i don't know whither to be happy or to be extremely jealous...so i suppose i'll be both. DAMN IT! seriously, why couldn't of WE'VE gone to state? seriously, my acting career was doomed to be screwed in high school. first, cell block tango, then thesipans, and now the greatest acting accopmlishment of mine is moving on without me. sad, but good for you guys.
(out of range - ani difranco)
just the thought of our bed
makes me crumble like the plaster
where you punched the wall beside my head
and i try to draw the line
but it ends up running down the middle of me
most of the time
and baby i l(ike) you
that's why i'm leaving
there's no talking to you
and there's no pleasing you
and i care enough
that i'm mad
that half of the world don't even know
what they could of had
it's funny how my sister expects me to care when she gets upset with me and stomps around the house like a 4 year old. yet, she does nothing and says nothing after she says shitting things about me and i get upset. apparently, i care alot less to her then i first presumed. don't treat me like that if you don't expect to be treated the same way. if you get upset with me, tell me and don't act like a child about it and tell mommy on me. if you take a low blow at me and i make it very clear that i'm upset with you, don't suck up & play nice. i just expect an apology. i'm sorry ,sister of mine, you get no special treatment. you treat me like shit, this is how i react. i've become numb to you. i've turned the other cheek one too many times and that's how i've gotten stepped all over these past years by many. i'm not letting it go with you. deal with it. "so, if they're doing all of this why is it that you can't get a job? (laughter)" seriously? i have a job, thank you very much. why is it that my 18/19 year old friends can fully support themselves and yet you're 26, still live at mommy & daddy's house, and come crying to me when your brush gets stuck in your hair? don't act as if you're so much better then me. don't put me down for the things you can't accomplish. don't get pissed off at the fact that i am going to be okay and that it's your life that you can't handle, not me on mine. take my word of advice: grow up.