The Me That I Was, and The Me Now: Chapter 4 (2/3)
Title:The Me That I Was, and The Me Now: Chapter 4 (2/3)
Pairings:Akanishi/Kamenashi, Kamenashi/Ueda, Taguchi/Ueda, Nakamaru/Tanaka, Akanishi/Ueda
Rating:NC-17
Length: Multi-Chapter
Summary: Kame can't remember anyone or even who he is after a really bad accident. What will happen when someone comes back go his life and he falls in love even though he doesn't remember his?
Written by natali916
Kame was alone in a corner trying to understand who Akanishi Jin was to him before. Kame's head starts to hurt because of thinking really hard about him and Akanishi .
"What's going to happen between me and Jin? Why did he run off like that? And what was that vibrating from his pocket from maybe from some kind of device."
Kame then runs his hands through his hair in frustration. Koki noticed Kame being very bothered with something so Koki decided to go towards him and see what's wrong.
"I wonder what Kame is so concerned about. Maybe it's got something to do with Jin?" When Koki got to Kame He turns around and sit right next to Kame.
"Hey Kame what's up?"
"Oh, hi uhhh..." Koki chuckles "Koki"
"Right your Koki, I'm sorry I sometimes forget."
Koki chuckles again "It’s okay I know this must not be easy to deal with, is it?"
*Sighs* "You got that right."
Koki then puts a hand on Kame's shoulder. "It'll be okay. We’re all here to help you."
Kame smiles at Koki "Thanks for your support...but I know 2 people that won't help me with what I'm going through." Kame then turns to look at Ueda and he becomes even more upset because of what happened between him and Ueda. Koki notices that Kame is starring at Ueda with sad eyes.
"Did something happen between Ueda and Kame?" Koki then sees that Kame starts to tear a little.
"Kamepi what's wrong? I'm here to help you get through this."
"What do you mean what's wrong I'm fine."
"No you’re not, your crying."
Kame then touches his checks and notices that Koki was right, he was crying. "Kame did something happen between you and Ueda?" Kame then turned his head really fast towards Koki and Kame started to cry even more and hid his face in his arm while hugging his legs tightly.
"I don't want to talk about that. I know Ueda isn't going to help me; not anymore anyways." Kame sniffs and his shoulders start to shake even more.
Koki then got up and started to go towards Ueda. Junno was now playing Mario Kart on their DS's "Tat-chan I'm gonna win!"
"Junno please I always win against you."
"No no no no no!"
Junno started to press the bottoms furiously. "NOOOO!!!!"
"Hahaha I win again." Ueda didn't notice that Koki was going towards him. Koki got to Ueda and got him by the collar of Ueda's shirt and Ueda
dropped his DS.
“Koki what do you think you’re doing!" Junno then try to make Koki let go of Ueda as well. "Koki let go of Ueda."
"No. I'm not letting go until he agrees to help Kame."
"Of course Ueda is going to help Kame."
"No. I'm not." Junno widened his eyes in surprise. Now he knows why Koki was so mad. "Why! Why won't you help Kame? He needs you the most and you know that Ueda."
"No. He. Doesn't!"
Junno then buts in. "Why Ueda? Kame-chan needs our help."
"Kazuya might need your help, but he doesn't need my."
Koki's grip tightened on Ueda's collar. "WHY?! TELL ME WHY?!"
"BECAUSE MY KAZUYA DOESN'T NEED ME ANYMORE BECAUSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH AKANISHI NOW!"
Maru turns around and is shocked with what Ueda said and Kame lifts his head in surprise and starts getting up and starts to walk towards Ueda. Koki then gets even angrier.
"You weren't supposed to say that until KAME WAS READY TO HEAR IT!"
"IT'S BETTER FOR HIM TO HEAR IT NOW THAN LATER!"
Maru breaks the fight up. "Come on guys you need to calm down think about what Kame needs right now."
"No Maru."
Everyone turns to see that Kame was behind them. "Ueda can you please tell me what kind of relationship we had before the accident?
Please, that's all I ask." Ueda then turns and faces Kame
"You want to know what you meant to me? Fine. We were lovers."
Kame's eyes then widened in disbelief. "We were a couple."
Ueda flinched at the past tense word. "...yeah."
Kame now realized why Ueda was always cared for him. "How were we when we were together? Was I happy with you Ueda? W-what happened between us?"
Ueda chuckled "You want to know what happened? AKANISHI IS WHAT HAPPENED!" Ueda started to cry
"You always ALWAYS CHOOSE HIM OVER ME! YOU HAVE KNOW IDEA WHAT HE DID TO YOU OR TO US DO YOU?! WANT ME TO TELL
YOU?!"
Junno then stop Ueda. "Tat-chan calm down this isn't the place for this or the time."
"GET OFF ME! YOU ALL KEEP SAYING WE HAVE TO HELP HIM, WELL I'M HELPING HIM!" Ueda reaches into his pocket and tosses an
iPhone to Kame. Kame eyes the device not knowing how to use it. Ueda then tells him how to use it.
"Slide your thump on the screen to the right. The password is '2.0.0.6'. Go to the videos/Photos and look at the one with this symbol '<3' on it." Kame then sees that there's are video blogs as well and Kame presses one of them to watch. The video starts to play.
"Hello this is Kazuya Kamenashi I am making this video blog just in case anything happens to me." Kame then starts to slowly move down to sit on the floor.
"And if anyone found this that means Ueda has given you permission to watch this video from my iPhone." Kame then looks up at Ueda and then goes back to the video.
“Well I know I shouldn't say this in this video but I'll say this anyway. I am in love with Ueda Tatsuya, we have been living together since the whole KAT-TUN thing so it has been 3 years I started to love Ueda in 2010. I don't know what came over me when I fell for him. I know people might say 'Oh My God Kamenashi is gay', but I don't care I love this man and I would do anything to protect him, but if anything happened to me and it made Ueda cry I'll never be able to forgive myself because we've been together for 3 beautiful years and I have been working with Junnosuke, Tanaka, Ueda, and Nakamaru since 2006. If I ever forget about my life and make my friends and my lover Ueda cry I want to say I am sorry. I know you all of KAT-TUN know what happened between me and Akanishi because Akanishi and I were best friends and I know if he's not there I wanted to say to Akanishi Jin that good luck in the future my old friend." Everyone just stays silent even though they want to cry.
"To Junno, you can be so annoying at time but you always make everything fun even though your jokes aren't that funny and your acrobatics are the best I have seen." Kame looks up to see that Junno is crying.
"To Koki, my friends we go way back to all those fights we've had, but I can always count on you to be there for me through thick and thin.”
“To Maru, remember that time we were late to rehearsal and your mom was running even faster than us even though she wasn't the one that was late.Haha, I thought what a cool mom and I have been friends with you since I came to this company I hope we can still be best friends and take care of Koki." Koki and Maru were crying and blushing.
"And last but certainly not the least my beloved Ueda. We've been through so much together the fist fights to falling in love. Haha I remember how nervous you were when you asked me back to your place and that's where you confessed your love to me. I was so surprised when you told me that I couldn't say anything and instead of saying anything I kissed you and I told you that I love you too. I will never forget that day because that day is special to the both of us and remember that I will always love you Tatsuya."
When Ueda heard his old Kame say that he was in love with him and said his first name, Ueda couldn't help it and fell on his knees and started to cry even more.
"Everyone I have loved all the years I have worked with you all I hope we can work together forever. Well I will bid you goodbye. Sayonara~"
And the video ended. Kame just saw himself the way he was before and he wouldn't believe it. He broke so many promises he had. Ueda then broke the silence.
"That was the Kazuya I fell in love with...but now he's gone and I'll never get him back because you are just a different person in a Kazuya suit. This is the reason why I won't help you. Does this video answer your questions? We were happy once and he was all taken away from not only me from all of us."
( "who does Kame love more Me or Ueda")
Pairings:Akanishi/Kamenashi, Kamenashi/Ueda, Taguchi/Ueda, Nakamaru/Tanaka, Akanishi/Ueda
Rating:NC-17
Length: Multi-Chapter
Summary: Kame can't remember anyone or even who he is after a really bad accident. What will happen when someone comes back go his life and he falls in love even though he doesn't remember his?
Written by natali916
Kame was alone in a corner trying to understand who Akanishi Jin was to him before. Kame's head starts to hurt because of thinking really hard about him and Akanishi .
"What's going to happen between me and Jin? Why did he run off like that? And what was that vibrating from his pocket from maybe from some kind of device."
Kame then runs his hands through his hair in frustration. Koki noticed Kame being very bothered with something so Koki decided to go towards him and see what's wrong.
"I wonder what Kame is so concerned about. Maybe it's got something to do with Jin?" When Koki got to Kame He turns around and sit right next to Kame.
"Hey Kame what's up?"
"Oh, hi uhhh..." Koki chuckles "Koki"
"Right your Koki, I'm sorry I sometimes forget."
Koki chuckles again "It’s okay I know this must not be easy to deal with, is it?"
*Sighs* "You got that right."
Koki then puts a hand on Kame's shoulder. "It'll be okay. We’re all here to help you."
Kame smiles at Koki "Thanks for your support...but I know 2 people that won't help me with what I'm going through." Kame then turns to look at Ueda and he becomes even more upset because of what happened between him and Ueda. Koki notices that Kame is starring at Ueda with sad eyes.
"Did something happen between Ueda and Kame?" Koki then sees that Kame starts to tear a little.
"Kamepi what's wrong? I'm here to help you get through this."
"What do you mean what's wrong I'm fine."
"No you’re not, your crying."
Kame then touches his checks and notices that Koki was right, he was crying. "Kame did something happen between you and Ueda?" Kame then turned his head really fast towards Koki and Kame started to cry even more and hid his face in his arm while hugging his legs tightly.
"I don't want to talk about that. I know Ueda isn't going to help me; not anymore anyways." Kame sniffs and his shoulders start to shake even more.
Koki then got up and started to go towards Ueda. Junno was now playing Mario Kart on their DS's "Tat-chan I'm gonna win!"
"Junno please I always win against you."
"No no no no no!"
Junno started to press the bottoms furiously. "NOOOO!!!!"
"Hahaha I win again." Ueda didn't notice that Koki was going towards him. Koki got to Ueda and got him by the collar of Ueda's shirt and Ueda
dropped his DS.
“Koki what do you think you’re doing!" Junno then try to make Koki let go of Ueda as well. "Koki let go of Ueda."
"No. I'm not letting go until he agrees to help Kame."
"Of course Ueda is going to help Kame."
"No. I'm not." Junno widened his eyes in surprise. Now he knows why Koki was so mad. "Why! Why won't you help Kame? He needs you the most and you know that Ueda."
"No. He. Doesn't!"
Junno then buts in. "Why Ueda? Kame-chan needs our help."
"Kazuya might need your help, but he doesn't need my."
Koki's grip tightened on Ueda's collar. "WHY?! TELL ME WHY?!"
"BECAUSE MY KAZUYA DOESN'T NEED ME ANYMORE BECAUSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH AKANISHI NOW!"
Maru turns around and is shocked with what Ueda said and Kame lifts his head in surprise and starts getting up and starts to walk towards Ueda. Koki then gets even angrier.
"You weren't supposed to say that until KAME WAS READY TO HEAR IT!"
"IT'S BETTER FOR HIM TO HEAR IT NOW THAN LATER!"
Maru breaks the fight up. "Come on guys you need to calm down think about what Kame needs right now."
"No Maru."
Everyone turns to see that Kame was behind them. "Ueda can you please tell me what kind of relationship we had before the accident?
Please, that's all I ask." Ueda then turns and faces Kame
"You want to know what you meant to me? Fine. We were lovers."
Kame's eyes then widened in disbelief. "We were a couple."
Ueda flinched at the past tense word. "...yeah."
Kame now realized why Ueda was always cared for him. "How were we when we were together? Was I happy with you Ueda? W-what happened between us?"
Ueda chuckled "You want to know what happened? AKANISHI IS WHAT HAPPENED!" Ueda started to cry
"You always ALWAYS CHOOSE HIM OVER ME! YOU HAVE KNOW IDEA WHAT HE DID TO YOU OR TO US DO YOU?! WANT ME TO TELL
YOU?!"
Junno then stop Ueda. "Tat-chan calm down this isn't the place for this or the time."
"GET OFF ME! YOU ALL KEEP SAYING WE HAVE TO HELP HIM, WELL I'M HELPING HIM!" Ueda reaches into his pocket and tosses an
iPhone to Kame. Kame eyes the device not knowing how to use it. Ueda then tells him how to use it.
"Slide your thump on the screen to the right. The password is '2.0.0.6'. Go to the videos/Photos and look at the one with this symbol '<3' on it." Kame then sees that there's are video blogs as well and Kame presses one of them to watch. The video starts to play.
"Hello this is Kazuya Kamenashi I am making this video blog just in case anything happens to me." Kame then starts to slowly move down to sit on the floor.
"And if anyone found this that means Ueda has given you permission to watch this video from my iPhone." Kame then looks up at Ueda and then goes back to the video.
“Well I know I shouldn't say this in this video but I'll say this anyway. I am in love with Ueda Tatsuya, we have been living together since the whole KAT-TUN thing so it has been 3 years I started to love Ueda in 2010. I don't know what came over me when I fell for him. I know people might say 'Oh My God Kamenashi is gay', but I don't care I love this man and I would do anything to protect him, but if anything happened to me and it made Ueda cry I'll never be able to forgive myself because we've been together for 3 beautiful years and I have been working with Junnosuke, Tanaka, Ueda, and Nakamaru since 2006. If I ever forget about my life and make my friends and my lover Ueda cry I want to say I am sorry. I know you all of KAT-TUN know what happened between me and Akanishi because Akanishi and I were best friends and I know if he's not there I wanted to say to Akanishi Jin that good luck in the future my old friend." Everyone just stays silent even though they want to cry.
"To Junno, you can be so annoying at time but you always make everything fun even though your jokes aren't that funny and your acrobatics are the best I have seen." Kame looks up to see that Junno is crying.
"To Koki, my friends we go way back to all those fights we've had, but I can always count on you to be there for me through thick and thin.”
“To Maru, remember that time we were late to rehearsal and your mom was running even faster than us even though she wasn't the one that was late.Haha, I thought what a cool mom and I have been friends with you since I came to this company I hope we can still be best friends and take care of Koki." Koki and Maru were crying and blushing.
"And last but certainly not the least my beloved Ueda. We've been through so much together the fist fights to falling in love. Haha I remember how nervous you were when you asked me back to your place and that's where you confessed your love to me. I was so surprised when you told me that I couldn't say anything and instead of saying anything I kissed you and I told you that I love you too. I will never forget that day because that day is special to the both of us and remember that I will always love you Tatsuya."
When Ueda heard his old Kame say that he was in love with him and said his first name, Ueda couldn't help it and fell on his knees and started to cry even more.
"Everyone I have loved all the years I have worked with you all I hope we can work together forever. Well I will bid you goodbye. Sayonara~"
And the video ended. Kame just saw himself the way he was before and he wouldn't believe it. He broke so many promises he had. Ueda then broke the silence.
"That was the Kazuya I fell in love with...but now he's gone and I'll never get him back because you are just a different person in a Kazuya suit. This is the reason why I won't help you. Does this video answer your questions? We were happy once and he was all taken away from not only me from all of us."
( "who does Kame love more Me or Ueda")