May 01, 2005 22:51
just take things in like a mother fuckin g, nothing can hold you down.
i accept anything and everything and expect anything and everything because that is exactly what happens.
i lost my motivation but it's coming back.
i lost my atm card today, almost crashed, didnt get anything done for a project, didnt get anything done period, couldn't stop thinking about..., and broke a prized posession. but oh man oh man you just gotta take it in like a mother fuckin g! why? because nothing can hold you down!
i was waiting for a day like this to knock some sense into me.
my dad made a very smart career move and i know it's going to be succesful. he was telling me about what he's been doing for the last two months today and seriously i didnt realize just how much he knows what he's doing. jesus christ how things change in an instant!
prom fucking night i think im getting a new car. that's what it sounds like cause my dad can't wait till graduation. frikken a im frikken out.
and what else? last night i went to a pretty bangin party. it wasnt banging at first but then you know how that all changes when alcohol alters your mood. jk. it wouldve been cool either way.
im glad that happened on friday. it was unexpected but yeah there's much love there. very inconsistent though.
bro some people are really crazy. i wish i didnt delete these messages so i could let someone listen to how crazy some people are. lmao. i mean i think im being obvious as hell but it doesnt seem to phase them. oh well.
fuck im a mother fucker. no doubt about it.
do i have the right to do this? im writing in here like i never stopped writing in here. acting like it's all good to just write out of nowhere. whatever man whatever!
-n- n- nACHOO!