Joshua

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Just dropped him off at nursery! He cried his eyes out and now I feel really awful! I don't want him to go anymore! I know it's good for him and good for me but I miss him soooo much and felt bad leaving him there whilst he was screaming! There was another baby there as well who was crying then cried more because Joshua was crying.

Seriously this is such a bad feeling and I have to keep saying in my head it is good for him and me. I sooo want to cry right now.