May 27, 2006 20:07
so yesterday I went to get my airbrush tan. i was nakid..a lil awkward at first bc someone was actually spraying me but then after like 2 seconds it was all good. When I first got it I was super happy. then after a couple hours of me being home..I didnt see a change (they say ur suppose to get darker every hour-then wash off when ur at the darkness u want). anyways I swear i kept asking my mom like every 10 mins if i look darker, not knowing i was doing it, and i started to have a break down. I was so overly stressed yesterday. I felt like i was forgettin stuff to get at the store for L.a, i felt like my tan went to shits and eddie didnt call me for about 7 hours. tragic.
so i started to burst out in tears..and cried myself to sleep..when i woke up..right away i looked into the mirror and saw that i was darker!! woo. not as dark as i wanted to be..but still dark.
Went to lanettes today to collect my moolah for L.A. In the mean time her and her brother said I looked "burnt and blochy". Of course i got offended cuz that was hella rude. Everyone else that saw my tan said it looked really good. I didnt think it was blochy? maybe it was the lightening in her apt? idno w.e
after that i was in a pissed off mood. came home and packed..i didnt realize how many clothes i have..so it made me feel better. hah. they are all so damn hot. Now..at the end of the day...i have a fat headache and am watching re runs of laguna beach? blah.
OMG. Im leaving for L.A. i've never been so excited to drive that far. but im gonna be with my girls. wooo. i think its gonna be 10 x's better this year now that we have a new addition to the trip..linds. yay shes going this year!!
wow this post is super long. ill end it here.