Just stay with me, lay with me
And for the last night I lie
Could I lie with you?
-MRC
Some people think that I should go for the random hookup one night stand thing. And I just want to say, that isn't me. I hate the one night stand. To me it isn't even worth it, cuz afterwards you are still alone. One night stands are totally for the short term, and I don't like that. I don't want something that's short term. And another thing, I want to be with someone that I love, not just anyone. It's soo much better that way, their is more emotion, more closeness, and that is really appealing to me.
I went to Chicago last weekend. And wow Chicago has a lot of hot women. But the entire time that I was walking around I thought, yea these women are hot, but I don't want to have sex with them. I would if I were in a relationship with them, but not as just a one night thing. That made me feel weird. It's like I found them attractive, but I kinda didn't. It's so weird, I'm not gay, yet I don't want to have sex with these hot women? How does that work out?
Maybe someday I'll find someone that I love a lot, and then we can freak all day long, lol, jk. But seriously. I just wanna do it (i feel so immature saying that) with someone that I love (and that's where the maturity comes in).
Could I lie with you?
-MRC
Some people think that I should go for the random hookup one night stand thing. And I just want to say, that isn't me. I hate the one night stand. To me it isn't even worth it, cuz afterwards you are still alone. One night stands are totally for the short term, and I don't like that. I don't want something that's short term. And another thing, I want to be with someone that I love, not just anyone. It's soo much better that way, their is more emotion, more closeness, and that is really appealing to me.
I went to Chicago last weekend. And wow Chicago has a lot of hot women. But the entire time that I was walking around I thought, yea these women are hot, but I don't want to have sex with them. I would if I were in a relationship with them, but not as just a one night thing. That made me feel weird. It's like I found them attractive, but I kinda didn't. It's so weird, I'm not gay, yet I don't want to have sex with these hot women? How does that work out?
Maybe someday I'll find someone that I love a lot, and then we can freak all day long, lol, jk. But seriously. I just wanna do it (i feel so immature saying that) with someone that I love (and that's where the maturity comes in).