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Work sucks.
Work is starting to wear me down. Its weird cuz I'm actually doing less than I did before. Like when I first started I was worked really hard, I was always running around and all that shit. Now, I stand around and talk. I watch TV once in a while. I don't do THAT much anymore, but I'm still exhausted after work. I guess its just from the general lack of sleep.
Exams suck.
Its that magical time of the year again. Now I transform from a complete slacker to an actual hard worker. Now its crunch time. My productivity and everything goes through the roof. I block everyone and everything out and just work. Its crazy, its horrible for my health, and its completely stressing me out already. It sucks, especally cuz I have work also. I hope I can make it.
Women.
Well, I still think about Stephanie. I haven't kissed a girl in a while except her (back in March). Like even on the cheek (which is where I kissed her) and even before her, it was a long time from the last kiss. I kinda miss her, I'd kinda like to give her another kiss, its weird. I still think Carrie is really cute. I'd love to get to talk to her again. I just wish that we were more compatible. IDK, somethings off and I'm kinda "intimidated" by her sometimes. But I still am very attracted to her, for some reason. And then their is Brianna. We flirt a lot, I have a huge crush on her. Honestly, i need to pull back, or stay away from her for a little while or something. I think it might get to a bad part soon. Like I might start to really really like her and if she didnt like me then it might get kinda bad. IDK. I dont think its there yet, but its kinda close. I'm gonna try to be careful.
I still try to meet other women. I need to rework my approach. I think I'm too forward, and I think I might be scaring women off. I need practice. Anyone wanna help? lol.
Stress
I need a good way to relieve a lot a stress. I tried guitar but its starting to seem like a chore especally cuz of the exam. IDK, i need to find a song that I can play, or start working on songs of my own or something. Or maybe I should find a cuddle buddy or something. IDK, I'm gonna take some time out for myself and just relax. Maybe a movie or something, IDK. MI3 anyone?
Well their is a lot more going on in my life, but I'm too tired to get into it right now.
Work is starting to wear me down. Its weird cuz I'm actually doing less than I did before. Like when I first started I was worked really hard, I was always running around and all that shit. Now, I stand around and talk. I watch TV once in a while. I don't do THAT much anymore, but I'm still exhausted after work. I guess its just from the general lack of sleep.
Exams suck.
Its that magical time of the year again. Now I transform from a complete slacker to an actual hard worker. Now its crunch time. My productivity and everything goes through the roof. I block everyone and everything out and just work. Its crazy, its horrible for my health, and its completely stressing me out already. It sucks, especally cuz I have work also. I hope I can make it.
Women.
Well, I still think about Stephanie. I haven't kissed a girl in a while except her (back in March). Like even on the cheek (which is where I kissed her) and even before her, it was a long time from the last kiss. I kinda miss her, I'd kinda like to give her another kiss, its weird. I still think Carrie is really cute. I'd love to get to talk to her again. I just wish that we were more compatible. IDK, somethings off and I'm kinda "intimidated" by her sometimes. But I still am very attracted to her, for some reason. And then their is Brianna. We flirt a lot, I have a huge crush on her. Honestly, i need to pull back, or stay away from her for a little while or something. I think it might get to a bad part soon. Like I might start to really really like her and if she didnt like me then it might get kinda bad. IDK. I dont think its there yet, but its kinda close. I'm gonna try to be careful.
I still try to meet other women. I need to rework my approach. I think I'm too forward, and I think I might be scaring women off. I need practice. Anyone wanna help? lol.
Stress
I need a good way to relieve a lot a stress. I tried guitar but its starting to seem like a chore especally cuz of the exam. IDK, i need to find a song that I can play, or start working on songs of my own or something. Or maybe I should find a cuddle buddy or something. IDK, I'm gonna take some time out for myself and just relax. Maybe a movie or something, IDK. MI3 anyone?
Well their is a lot more going on in my life, but I'm too tired to get into it right now.