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love ridden ive looked at you with the focus i gave to my birthday candles. ive wished on the lidded blue flames under your brow and baby i wished for you. no body sees when you are lying in your bed and i wanna crawl in with you but i cry instead. I want your warmth but it will only make me colder when its over. so i cant tonight baby. no not baby anymore. if i need you ill just use your simple name. only kisses on the cheek from now on. and in a little while well only have to wave. my hand wont hold you down no more. the path is clear to follow through. i stood too long in the way of the door and im giving up on you.
I heart Fiona Apple. Lots.
Today I decided I am dropping my environmental science class because i will probably fail and it is stupid to stick with something i a) hate and b) am going to fail. Whatever. Other than that today has been stressful, on top of the fact that I am sick. Cam called again but I couldnt answer cause i was in a meeting with a prof. I miss.
Thomas Newman is amazing as well. He is the guy who composed all the songs for Americna Beauty. So awesome. So amazing. <3 eee.
I fuckin got work tongiht. goddamnit.
I really wish Barry G would write me back the drop codes.
I heart Fiona Apple. Lots.
Today I decided I am dropping my environmental science class because i will probably fail and it is stupid to stick with something i a) hate and b) am going to fail. Whatever. Other than that today has been stressful, on top of the fact that I am sick. Cam called again but I couldnt answer cause i was in a meeting with a prof. I miss.
Thomas Newman is amazing as well. He is the guy who composed all the songs for Americna Beauty. So awesome. So amazing. <3 eee.
I fuckin got work tongiht. goddamnit.
I really wish Barry G would write me back the drop codes.