Jun 27, 2005 23:12
Musical was intresting as usual. I dont sing good, and everyone was laughing at me when we were warming up. well, we all pretty much laughed for about the first hour. I made a new friend Paul, who thinks I am 17, and convinced another girl that my 21 I.D. was fake. WHy do I like letting people think I am a different age. I actually told Paul I was 21 he just didnt believe me. Prolly cuz I dont act like it. I am still mad I am not a THING. but there is no way I would or could take that out on Melissa. She is so nice, and I have liked her for far too long. But it still makes me sad. I still think Timmy hates me, and that bothers me cuz I dont hate him. Marcus is just the coolest in the world cuz he is nice and funny too. Everyone knows I love Joey!! and I miss him too. I have know Jenny forever! and I am still trying to get to know Christina (D-cup) and Auntumn. I actually learned a lot more about both of them tonight. After practice, when we got out early, We went and got ice cream, and we talked a lot. We talked a lot about God, which really intrested me, ya know with everything thats been going on with my life. well, its nice to know that there are people/friends that you can actually just sit there and talk about God. I am not used to that. It was nice, I was like so happy. and so happy when I got home. Until my mom started yelling at me and reminding me what a horrible person I am. I try so hard not to let her get to me, but ya know...she's my mom.
Suess Suess Suess Suess
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