I hate Birthdays
Birthdays are so sucky.. normally I at least have my family at home to have cake with.
This year they are away, my grandparents probly wont do much beyond saying happy birthday and giving me a hug. Jay will be here.. and if Im not working we will spend the day together.. doing nothing.
I know im having a party later, I guess its just weird not having my family here n shit.
And I think Karla is organising a girls dinner on the night of my bday, but I wont go without Jason, he has been saving heaps to get me a really good present for my birthday (unneccessary, but its such a nice gesture, considering he is probly the only one to get me anything this year.. as parents will probly put money away for me in an untouchable account) and has been working so hard to make my life great, I cant dog him, its just rude and ungrateful.
And I can barely afford to live atm, I have... *checks*... $2.68 to last me til next tuesday when I get paid.. and I wont get paid much cause this week im only doing 8hrs, and last week was a bit more but still...
Argh. Stupid money.
Stupid birthdays.
Stupid uni.
This year they are away, my grandparents probly wont do much beyond saying happy birthday and giving me a hug. Jay will be here.. and if Im not working we will spend the day together.. doing nothing.
I know im having a party later, I guess its just weird not having my family here n shit.
And I think Karla is organising a girls dinner on the night of my bday, but I wont go without Jason, he has been saving heaps to get me a really good present for my birthday (unneccessary, but its such a nice gesture, considering he is probly the only one to get me anything this year.. as parents will probly put money away for me in an untouchable account) and has been working so hard to make my life great, I cant dog him, its just rude and ungrateful.
And I can barely afford to live atm, I have... *checks*... $2.68 to last me til next tuesday when I get paid.. and I wont get paid much cause this week im only doing 8hrs, and last week was a bit more but still...
Argh. Stupid money.
Stupid birthdays.
Stupid uni.