vent
here i am , chillin, bored outta my mind..
watchin tv, doin watever to pass the fuckin time..
so much goin thru my head, yet cannot express,
so much happenin jus from one thin; a domino effect.
so bear with me, cuz im jus gonna type what my mind be sayin,
might not make sense, my words n mind might be playin..
theres nuthin else that i can do,
to let out my thoughts get thru..
everythin appears to be just fine with me,
wish it reallie was than wat it appears to be..
not thinkin bout it, and jus lettin it be,
helps and works, but only temporarily..
not used to bein the weak and helpless,
been there b4, still alone, regardless.
not of my nature to seek for help,
asked once b4, didnt go well.
ever since then, relied on myself,
to get me back up, with watever i dealt.
now im stuck in this situation,
such a hardship, leavin me in confusion..
yet brings clarity to those who stand by my side,
holding their hands out, even when i denied.
now when im down, and look up to see who still cares,
some people are missin, as everyone aint there..
some seem to jus stand there and feed me words,
words of comfort and assurance, too much i've heard.
no longer means anythin to me, especially when im still down,
jus give me words, as they watch me still on the ground.
still, i have the ones that have been there before,
and have ones that i never reallie talked to before.
i appreciate these faces that offer help, with no hesitation,
its wat keeps me goin, goin thru this tribulation..
truly a blessin to look up and see,
that there are faces around, not jus me.
jus hope things start to flow my way,
still keepin strong, day by day.
so0 like the cavs,im done and out,
nuthin more, so thats it, ima bounce.
watchin tv, doin watever to pass the fuckin time..
so much goin thru my head, yet cannot express,
so much happenin jus from one thin; a domino effect.
so bear with me, cuz im jus gonna type what my mind be sayin,
might not make sense, my words n mind might be playin..
theres nuthin else that i can do,
to let out my thoughts get thru..
everythin appears to be just fine with me,
wish it reallie was than wat it appears to be..
not thinkin bout it, and jus lettin it be,
helps and works, but only temporarily..
not used to bein the weak and helpless,
been there b4, still alone, regardless.
not of my nature to seek for help,
asked once b4, didnt go well.
ever since then, relied on myself,
to get me back up, with watever i dealt.
now im stuck in this situation,
such a hardship, leavin me in confusion..
yet brings clarity to those who stand by my side,
holding their hands out, even when i denied.
now when im down, and look up to see who still cares,
some people are missin, as everyone aint there..
some seem to jus stand there and feed me words,
words of comfort and assurance, too much i've heard.
no longer means anythin to me, especially when im still down,
jus give me words, as they watch me still on the ground.
still, i have the ones that have been there before,
and have ones that i never reallie talked to before.
i appreciate these faces that offer help, with no hesitation,
its wat keeps me goin, goin thru this tribulation..
truly a blessin to look up and see,
that there are faces around, not jus me.
jus hope things start to flow my way,
still keepin strong, day by day.
so0 like the cavs,im done and out,
nuthin more, so thats it, ima bounce.