Since I met and fell in love with
wolf_sounds, there have been quite a few things that just "didn't fit". She's always insisted that I never come to Cheyenne to see her, always tried to talk me out of coming to her band's concerts. Just in general the feeling that something was being hidden and that not everything was being said.
#1 When I attended the winter concert last year, Irene (wife of the band's bassist Jessee), seeing my camera asked if I was taking photos for 'the wedding'. On stage the band always announced the engagement of Michelle and Terry (a guitarist in the band). Michelle lied and passed this off to me as a bit of performance schtick to avoid her getting assaulted.
#2 Michelle always talked about marrying for a business arrangement. Just someone she could live with and try to have love (mainly physical) on the side.
#3 In August, I notice a post from Michelle's sister Nicole about 'being so excited for her sisters wedding'. I confronted her directly about this. She lied to me blatantly. Called her sister a liar. Said her sister was just covering up for something else they were doing.
#4 As of a few weeks ago she was still fully adamant that I never come to Cheyenne at all. Even though she still claims to love me and want me in her life. This has been such a huge fight that we've stopped talking entirely on two occasions.
#5 A comment from a mutual friend to her about all the things 'you guys' did for the mutual friend's wedding. I was deliberately NOT invited to this wedding in order to maintain the deception.
Michelle has been Mrs. Terry Kilpatrick since she was married in August. It's a loveless marriage purely for business reasons and she's continued to sleep with me and now others under the deception that she is still single. She lied to me from the beginning and even though I believe she may have truly loved me, I have never felt so completely betrayed in all my life. She's betrayed my trust, the trust of all of my family and even my blood family that all held out their hands in friendship and trust.