and the funny thing is, you could brake my heart and youd still be beautiful <333
I miss pom. I miss the girls. I miss pom. I miss football games. <33
So this week went by real fast. Most likely because I havnt been paying attention to the days lol. I just roll w/it ;] I got a c+ on Hejkas test. The highest I have ever goten so Im satisfied :] Im happy w/my report card. Its going to have all a's and 1 b so I cant complain. Im sure my dad will though but I could care less anymore. I got 15 ec b/c I went to that guy after school. He was cool. Tod made me laugh. Whats new? lol
How could I say I moved on? Im in love with the farthest thing from ordinary. I honestly have never seen anyone as beautiful as you. I wonder if I'll ever tell you? Hmmm. Dunnno. For the time being, Im just satisfied. I cant have everything I want, and even though everything I want is you, I guess I have nothing, but who knows. Im not getting my hopes up, because to be honest, I really have no hopes. They always seem to come crashing down. Anyway, i love you.
I leave tomorow for States. Gadda be there at like 9 or 9:30? One or the other. haha. I need to get more info lol. I will. Picking up Liz then heading to Stevenson. Im excited :] Olimpia is in my room so Im very glad :] I cant wait to meat new people and just have a good time :] I miss school Monday. I need to pack.
I went to the game today after school :] It was a loss but Its okay b/c they did good. Jeff, dont worry about it :] i love you :] and good job to David and Dave. Dave I love you!! :] lol
I need to go pack, get some stuff done. Im going to miss someone this weekend :[ Hope everyone has a wonderfull weekend though. Im sure I will :]
In a romantic fashion
I will experiment with my fear right before her eyes
And every smile that's unveiled will be soaked
In my nervous charm
Then I'll say
"Is everything alright?
There's been a few things I've been meaning
To let go of tonight"
And she will say
"Everything's just fine
So you can put an end to your worrying mind"
And then our lips will collide <3
The August sky will then bare witness
To a brand new chapter with torn up pages
When the planets align, I can feel the gates opening
To my courage
As I proceed to run my fingers through her hair
And forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter
And I don't care
In a confident fashion
I will admit my deepest and darkest to her
And every gaze across the table
Will send my unsuspecting body into shock
Then I'll say
"Would you like to go inside?
And forget the world and the rules
By which we are to abide"
And she will say
"There's nothing I want more"
As we step into the room, turn off the lights and close the door
The August sky will then bare witness
To a brand new chapter with torn up pages
When the planets align, I can feel the gates opening
To my courage
As I proceed to run my fingers through her hair
And forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter
And I don't care
No, 'cause they don't matter
And I don't care
Brash and hopeful
That my luck will not perish tonight
When the overcast tries to kill me
It's your slow motion rain
That falls warm on my neck that keep me alive
Consider this song a testament
Of my devotion to your sacharrine scent
And to be completely honest
You're not like all the rest
You're not like all the rest