May 19, 2005 15:27
I had a pretty good day. :-) It would have been so much better if we didn't have so much drama in choir. Pam said something about Mikala, so Mikala told Pam off, and then practically the whole choir clapped (me included. i wasn't thinking though. i just saw everyone clapping, so i clapped like an idiot. monkey see; monkey do. :-P). But I felt really bad -- especially when I heard that Pam was crying. Mikala didn't need to be mean just because someone was mean to her. It wasn't neccesary. She embarrased Pam in front of the whole class. :-(
But yeah...besides that I had an awesome day. :-) Erin and I talked the whole algebra period. It was so much fun. She is such an incredible person. :-)
I was being so blond and retarted today. lol. I had like 10 BIG blond moments. It was so pathetic. These dudes asked me if I wanted "Ugly Miss Wildcat" tickets, and I, not thinking, was like, "Um...no." I was all offended LOL until I realized that they were trying to sell me tickets to WATCH the show -- not to be IN the show. lmao. I felt like a major idiot, and Jeff didn't make it any better. :-( He said I was a ditz. I hate that word. Today was just my blond day. Everyone can "act" ditzy, but to say that someone "is" a ditz isn't nice...at all. :-( Jerk.
I am so annoyed at Chris. He was making fun of Helen Keller and Stevie Wonder for their disabilities. I just wanted to slap him! He thought it was actually funny that they couldn't hear or see. I am so disappointed with him. I even actually stood up for Helen and Stevie. I didn't just sit and watch but ignore. I was so proud of myself. Like 2 weeks ago, if he had asked me to do anything I would have quickly said yes. lmao. And I would have always given him the benefit of the doubt for anything. Well, this time it was different. The reason is because I nearly became deaf when I was a little kid because I had frequent ear infections, and they put in tubes. Well, there was an EXTREMELY low chance that they would make permanent holes, and I must've been lucky or something. lol. So when I was ten, I had to have ear surgery so that I didn't go completely deaf. It was awful. That's why his comment made me get so angry...*sigh* What a jerk.
I gotta go and finish the special awards speech cuz I put it off all day to talk. lmao. I am such a pathetic procrastinator. :-P Laterz.