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so i haven't written in a while but i've been so busy. it was the disgusting week of all those tests today. it went horrible in all of them. anyway i'm still not too busy to forget alaria or that it's her birthday today. alaria pizzo...sweet sixteen...i love you so much. i wish it was a year ago and that i could be sitting next to you at abis....to share this day...and be there at your house writing an oh so special letter. jesus. i really miss you. i hope it's been a good year for you, i wish i knew more of what was going on with you but it's ok...you know i'm always here for you. anyway...you're so amazing..you know i've always thought that and always loved every single part of you. i hope you had an amazing day ( i tried to call you like 10000 billion times but no one picked up....and i couldn't leave messages...i left one on your cell though. w/e anywayyyy)....and that you get all your birthday wishes, you and i both know you deserve them. you rock, never change. haha....
this was exactle one year ago. and yet...that moment was so timeless.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!! I LOVE YOU ALARIA!!!