the cheese stands alone
Well, life is just so fucking weird, I don't know what to expect from it anymore. I went down to Phx to buy a car but came back without one because of a fight over two hundred dollars. Whatever. I guess I did come back with a car, though, cause my dad let me bring the jeep up to flag. Let me tell you, it's hot.
I made curtains this morning and crocheted half of a rug for my room. I figure if I hate it, I can always just make it a blanket for my dog. Goddess, she is spoiled!!!
I am looking forward to school starting and the potential influx of hot women that it will bring with it. I am a dirty old man. I just want to make out with someone. I have been informed that my standards are too high and that if I really wanted to get with someone, I could. I guess I don't think of it that way. Sure, I have opportunities, but why would I be in a situation that is less than what I want? Why not just wait? It has been my experience that settling for less than desired always leaves you in a relationship when someone REALLY good comes along. Fuck that shit! No more relationships. I want to be with people who come around because they want to, not because they feel obligated. And I don't want to feel obligated to anyone. I'm sick of being stuck in a bad relationship for a week, a month, a year too long. From now on, I am raising the bar and sticking to it. Plus, I'm moving in less than a year. I don't need some woman who is not quite what I want, walking into my life and fucking up what I have worked so hard for. I guess you could say I'm in a relationship with my education. As sick as that sounds, it is the most important thing I am doing with my life right now.
I take the GRE's on Wednesday and I am scared shittless. I have this terrible feeling that everything I have worked so hard for will be wiped out by one stupid little test. But in the mean time I need to pick out three master's programs in fun cities that I would like to live in for two years. I just want somewhere with mass transportation and a solid queer community. Any suggestions???
Back to work. Saturday morning morphotyping. Yuck! This is what I get for going down to phx and trying to buy a car.
I made curtains this morning and crocheted half of a rug for my room. I figure if I hate it, I can always just make it a blanket for my dog. Goddess, she is spoiled!!!
I am looking forward to school starting and the potential influx of hot women that it will bring with it. I am a dirty old man. I just want to make out with someone. I have been informed that my standards are too high and that if I really wanted to get with someone, I could. I guess I don't think of it that way. Sure, I have opportunities, but why would I be in a situation that is less than what I want? Why not just wait? It has been my experience that settling for less than desired always leaves you in a relationship when someone REALLY good comes along. Fuck that shit! No more relationships. I want to be with people who come around because they want to, not because they feel obligated. And I don't want to feel obligated to anyone. I'm sick of being stuck in a bad relationship for a week, a month, a year too long. From now on, I am raising the bar and sticking to it. Plus, I'm moving in less than a year. I don't need some woman who is not quite what I want, walking into my life and fucking up what I have worked so hard for. I guess you could say I'm in a relationship with my education. As sick as that sounds, it is the most important thing I am doing with my life right now.
I take the GRE's on Wednesday and I am scared shittless. I have this terrible feeling that everything I have worked so hard for will be wiped out by one stupid little test. But in the mean time I need to pick out three master's programs in fun cities that I would like to live in for two years. I just want somewhere with mass transportation and a solid queer community. Any suggestions???
Back to work. Saturday morning morphotyping. Yuck! This is what I get for going down to phx and trying to buy a car.