May 27, 2007 14:31
A week and a half 'til Norway. I'm nervous. Summer with all its laziness is rejuvanating. I fear losing what I'm beginning to regain of myself. I am always astounded by how much energy I use at school. Even when I'm relaxed at school I expend energy. But that is good. It is just so nice to not put out for a little while.
Yesterday I was lazy. But a bit morbid as well. Or maybe just cynical:
after life
white, this is pure and free from heart blood
purified, bleached, by freedom from the flesh
that so long masked and trapped pure bone.
poetry by me,
summer,
school