May 31, 2007 22:44
I never thought someone could get so emotionally tired, even too tired to seek consolation from others or from one's self, but right now, I'm just beat.
Tonight, I refuse to dismiss my paranoia and all the other issues that hurt me, though I refuse to feed them either. Tonight I choose to be vulnerable to every single attack, because I'm just too tired of struggling. Tonight, I'll let my God pick up my pieces and protect me.