blow me is what i'll say
not in a really friendly mood. i don't think i'll be going out this weekend at all, i'll just say fuck it and thank you very much for ruining my thanksgiving, must you always blow things out of proportion god always gotta make things fucking complicated and u always know the things to say to make me cry and feel so shitty and low and almost like nothing. i'm starting to give up on life and the social scene i'll say fuck it to that too i think i'll just stay in like i always do but books and television aren't gonna cut it anymore i don't know what to do anymore and thats why i think i stopped using lj in the first place and i think i'll stop using it now. fuck the internet and everything else and fuck happiness. there isn't such a thing and fuck you too, you've said it enough times to me i think i'd finally like to say it back and some people fuck you i don't know maybe tomorrow will be better. probably not iono maybe i'll stay in i think things would be too akward or whatever i don't know we'll just have to see. or not or just fuck it