Aug 31, 2004 14:09
Raaaaaah!!!! today has been a HORRIBLE day! so many bad bad things, and to top it off it's fuckin hott. I saw the boy formally known as cowboy mike last night with mackel. It was interesting. Mike looked really nice in the pale moonlight. I saw syd and josh and they seemed a little busy so we departed. My mom started bitching all last night, and all this morning.I doubt it will end anytime soon. Yesterday mackel did my hair like his and it was soo funny. It doesn't take as long as my hair styles and it's cool having big hair once and awhile. I might actually take it into consideration...besides hair drama,and family nonsense I suppose things are ok. I want to give love and receive it mutually. I don't know if i could handle it but it'd be fun to try...grrr.It's going to be so hard to find someone who gets me.. My ideal date would be taking a walk on a stormy day and enjoy the lack of sun. Then i'd want to go to a cemetary at night time and have a picnic and perhaps get drunk together under a full moon. Err that sounds all boring, but it's too hard to describe feelings and emotions over the cyber world...today is just one of those days i suppose. I'm gonna curl up and have a depressing riot grrrl fest with myself...who needs friends anyway?
who wants to watch tim burton and harmony korine movies with me???
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yeah that's what i thought...