Jul 07, 2005 14:13
Well, I feel good. I realized that I actually do like myself. I like my sense of humor and I think I'm funny. I like my cool ideas. I like how I believe in myself even though I never admit it. I like my music and my clothes and how I can just take it easy. I like a lot of things about me and truthfully, I don't want to change anything. No matter what happnes, I'll be okay because I always am. No matter what happens I can just bounce back, even if people put me down or whatever happens. What more do I need than to like myself and have my music? Those are the only two things that ever got me anywhere in my life. Some people say music is their life and it means a lot. Some of them don't know what that means. To be able to cry to a song and than smile, or nod your head and mouth the words even when it seems stupid. To just know that through that beat, you can feel something so special that it changes you. That's what I like most about myself. I like my music and even if no one else in the world liked it, I'd still listen to those same songs. I recently learned a couple valuable things about myself and I did pay for them but like all the other times I thought it hurt, I just get stronger. I'm much deeper than I appear to be and if people want to know me, that awesome. If not, hey I don't need them. God I love feeling good.