Dang
She was cute indeed, like old times...
Saturday was a hectic day. It started out with the same old thoughts again, thoughts that plague me after every encounter with a so called "significant other." I realized I needed to stop all this, again, so I called Jen.
Seeing as how I hadn't talked to her since New Years, and because she has served a role in the past as being a Bridge between old and new. she was surprised to get a call from me, so we caught up and I asked her what she was doing that night. She told me her and her friends were going to Juarez, and I waited for an invitation, which came, obviously. Followed by a polite "Its good to hear from you."
The rest is for me only.
Yesterday night was an important night.
Ugh... can't help rememebering that conversation.
I wish she'd talked to me sooner.
Thanks Jen.
Fuck, but even if that conversation was helping, I wish someone like Priscilla was around again. -___- I do miss that girl. "Bye"
*sheesh*
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I wish she was dead [not literally of course], I wish she didn't need friends SO fucking badly... FIND YOUR fucking own life, this is mine.
GO AWAY, I'm done with you...SHIT!
I'm sure you want to get to everyone of us, but Christ! lol
That is besides the point...
Point: Why are you still here?
ugh...can't even think right
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Doing homework and thinking about all this bullshit. fuck man... I just want peace of mind, some time to organize what you meant to me, what emphasis you played, and move on.
Just like anyother process...dang
Saturday was a hectic day. It started out with the same old thoughts again, thoughts that plague me after every encounter with a so called "significant other." I realized I needed to stop all this, again, so I called Jen.
Seeing as how I hadn't talked to her since New Years, and because she has served a role in the past as being a Bridge between old and new. she was surprised to get a call from me, so we caught up and I asked her what she was doing that night. She told me her and her friends were going to Juarez, and I waited for an invitation, which came, obviously. Followed by a polite "Its good to hear from you."
The rest is for me only.
Yesterday night was an important night.
Ugh... can't help rememebering that conversation.
I wish she'd talked to me sooner.
Thanks Jen.
Fuck, but even if that conversation was helping, I wish someone like Priscilla was around again. -___- I do miss that girl. "Bye"
*sheesh*
-*-*-*
I wish she was dead [not literally of course], I wish she didn't need friends SO fucking badly... FIND YOUR fucking own life, this is mine.
GO AWAY, I'm done with you...SHIT!
I'm sure you want to get to everyone of us, but Christ! lol
That is besides the point...
Point: Why are you still here?
ugh...can't even think right
-*-*-*
Doing homework and thinking about all this bullshit. fuck man... I just want peace of mind, some time to organize what you meant to me, what emphasis you played, and move on.
Just like anyother process...dang