Another...
Nine hours at my house again, in my room on my bed. It was fucking great, I bit her ass and everything...hah ^___^
I need to have a conversation with her about what she expects from me and all this, because, like I said before I think I am falling for her... Just hope this shit isn't in vain. She left her pillow here and she will come and pick it up tomorrow and we will see then. How sad will I be indeed if I am nothing more but a play thing, nothing more than something to cheer oneself up, a parading court jester...
I need to stop thinking negatively...
I keep dreading her responce, what it might be and how it will supremely effect me...
...I need to remember this weekend, and how wonderful it was
I need to have a conversation with her about what she expects from me and all this, because, like I said before I think I am falling for her... Just hope this shit isn't in vain. She left her pillow here and she will come and pick it up tomorrow and we will see then. How sad will I be indeed if I am nothing more but a play thing, nothing more than something to cheer oneself up, a parading court jester...
I need to stop thinking negatively...
I keep dreading her responce, what it might be and how it will supremely effect me...
...I need to remember this weekend, and how wonderful it was