Oct 03, 2004 05:30
This sensation I felt. It built up inside my core. The thumping of the percussion left my soul filled with energy. I made it move. Like if with every false-stepped-beat I released some of that energy, and the air was agast with it, crowding every inch. Everyone around me couldn't see it or touch it. But it was there, all around us, when the music took hold, we surrendered everything that we were to it. And we celebrated.
The histeria of everything went through my mind and I was pretty fucking happy. Satisfied by this weekend I can say that I had a good birthday:
Friday:
Went to school and it passed like anyother day, the weather was nice, I don't rememebr it vividly but I recall it being a bit hazy in the AM hours. After school I left for LeBarron to pick up my bro then went home, Uneventful -- yes I know-- Got home and got a call from Nicole, saying that she couldn't come [or didn't want to..one of those two] I didn't make a big fuss about it, brushing it off with a simple yet effective "Alright then." We hung up and was ready to go to juarez, but it was still early so I got online chatted, played Smash and Four Swords with Mando, it was great... So time passes as it always does, I found that the day passes quicker if you don't actually worry about it being your birthday ^___^. "One year older, blah blah blah yes, that is fantastic...*cough*," So night came and I went to Omars house to chill until things started happening. At first we weren't sure if we were going to Juarez [the whole week was spent arguing that same idea], then Omars ummmm...."friend" [?] *cough* Said that she had like, oh lets say a 30 pack of beer [she had 31, but we won't hold that against her now will we... ^___^ So it was decided over the course of about 3 leisurely spent hrs that we would not go to Juarez that night but go the following night "for sure." [Direct MOTHERFUCKING QUOTE!] hah... So it passed that on this night, we would drink with what Anna had and chill at Cuernos. Omar and Chris convinced me to take a shot of...ummm I don't know what it was but it was very very strong [or at least it seemed so, it was only 40% Alchohol]. So after all taht bad noise we were off to curenos to be merry [lol] I took Anna and Omar in my car and the rest went with Daniel. We got there and waited for about 15-25 minutes for Danny to get there [he was afraid of something...I can't quite remember] So there we were, a handful of teenagers in the middle of the dessert celebrating life [and/or the deterioration of it]. I took it upon myself to get pretty damn-mother-fucking tipsy *___*. I rememebr laughin a lot, which is to be expected of our little group, but fun nonetheless. I even recall a couple of time during that night when I actually had to lay on the floor because I was laughing so hard: Now, if this was caused by someone in that group I would be amazed, but the drugs inside my body were taking a certain kind of effect that left me paralyzed with laughter... blah blah blah a lot of shit happened that is only for my memory, so be burried alive inside a crevise of my brain... On our ride to drop eachotehr off we listened to music and it, of course [as it has been oing for a while] brought me closer to a particular genre of music. Which -by the way- I have come to respect as much as Tools Music [maybe not "as much" but you get the Idea]
The night was over, and I was pretty "gone." Nothing could hurt me I was on top of the world.... I was content with knowing that the next day [well actually it was that same day, only in the Pm, but yeah...*cough*], I would go to Juarez and party there... I passed out once I got ho9me, no time for messing around I needed to rest up and regroup.
Saturday [as in when I woke up]:
For some odd/fucked up reason I ended up waking up at/around 9:30Am...which meant that I only got a like 4/5 hours of sleep. But since I woke up I couldn't go back to sleep, so there I was: stuck between still feeling last night [not a hang-over, just very very weak and tired...DRAINED] I then worked up enough might to go get the breakfast that my bro had made for all of us. then throughout the day, I basically poked ass [ as in did nothing -___-] played Smash, which left me picking Sheik/Zelda for some odd reason, and now I've grown to like her quickness and choice of close-hand-to-hand-combat.... [+ ----[x2]...heehe]
So anyway the day passed and I got little ofr no attention from anyone [hah] so then I went to pick up Chris and we were off to Omars for an intermission.
Then this big thing started, where we were not sure if we were actually going to go to Juarez or not. It seemed like our plans were foiled once again, and that we would just end up going home, having done nothing. but then we were off almost out of the blue we were already on our way to the bridge, me and Chris put the Apothecary to good use inside the car on the way there, then packed up and finished once we ot across the bridge. Omars brother was going to meet us in front of La Serete [?] and yeah, we werent sure if Joe was going to get in because he didn't have an ID. Omars bro came while Chris and I checked to see how much a bottle costed at "Sfinge" [which was $60 *MOTHERFUCKING BULLSHIT!! ~___^ so we just went into LS], and gave him a fake ID to use to get in. So the rest of us went in and yeah, the rest is history. I had a blast, Part Deuce of my b-day weekend was the fucking shit. The thing was so much more different that what I expected. Very much outside my range of expertise, but it was fucking great. being introduced to trance music has actually been a pretty badass event in my life. Everything happens for a reason, and Everything comes back ten-fold, so there I was at La Serete... surrounded by people all dancing and having fun. We could've been at a ritualistic temple gathering before time was time... we were the masters of all creation... Everything fit.
I became a person that I didn't know was there. I actually moved and "busted" to the music. There I was trying to control all this energy from the vibrations of sound coming throught each speaker. Everything was one and I was ecstatic.
Good motherfucking times...
All for now.. sleepy -___-................forgive the spelling
Lates..
Oh.-*_*_ I thought about them both at certain parts of the night... not sure what to say or think about them for now...