I hate everything.
I gave in to fashion, and bought skinny leg jeans. -__-;;
I'm not sure yet if I'll keep them or return them, need to find clothes that I can wear with them that won't make my arse look like a whale. Why oh why does fashion dictate us so?
In other news, I've been sick as a dog with the flu and a respiratory infection. And Leigh is being... frustrating. :( I don't even know when I'll hear from him next, much less when I'll see him next. After everything with Dave, my first instinct is to end things with Leigh just cos things going on right now have Dave-ish overtones. And if I'm the one to end things now, I won't get hurt as much? Haha, George W.'s policy applies here too - the pre-emptive breakup! :P arghhh. I know he's not like Dave, in fact he's a world apart from Dave, but he's male. Which isn't very reassuring to my stressed out mind. I have so little faith in males. And I don't know if I want to deal with something like this now when uni is killing me, and not to mention having to juggle work too. :( It'd be so much easier if I ended it right now and put him out of my mind completely... except for the fact we work at the same place. >_<;; And that would feel too much like running away and avoiding the problem. :(
I'm not sure yet if I'll keep them or return them, need to find clothes that I can wear with them that won't make my arse look like a whale. Why oh why does fashion dictate us so?
In other news, I've been sick as a dog with the flu and a respiratory infection. And Leigh is being... frustrating. :( I don't even know when I'll hear from him next, much less when I'll see him next. After everything with Dave, my first instinct is to end things with Leigh just cos things going on right now have Dave-ish overtones. And if I'm the one to end things now, I won't get hurt as much? Haha, George W.'s policy applies here too - the pre-emptive breakup! :P arghhh. I know he's not like Dave, in fact he's a world apart from Dave, but he's male. Which isn't very reassuring to my stressed out mind. I have so little faith in males. And I don't know if I want to deal with something like this now when uni is killing me, and not to mention having to juggle work too. :( It'd be so much easier if I ended it right now and put him out of my mind completely... except for the fact we work at the same place. >_<;; And that would feel too much like running away and avoiding the problem. :(