Bored! 0.o
haha, it has been a long time since i wrote anything i here!
well actually i hadn`t even logged in!^^;
I guess i just don`t have anything interesting
to write anymore, not that i had anything to begin with!:(
oh well...it doesn`t really matter...i think!
The only good thing i see right now is that
the vacations are coming, is only 2 weeks
but it´s way better than nothing!
I´m confused, recently my one of my half bothers,
send my a message, at first i din`t even knew who it
was from, but then it click on my mind that it was him,
is not really my fault i din`t who he was at first, i have
like only seen him 2 max 3 times in my whole life!*_*
but yeah, it really surprised me, cuz i had been wanting
to talk to them but well our families aren´t really on good
terms and i had the impression that they hated me, not cuz
of anything i did, but just for the fact that well i had a family
and even if i wasn`t alive at the time, i guess is kind of my fault
they din`t had a mom and i did, but then again i had`t even been
born, so is not really my fault, but yeah i somehow felt responsible
for it, cuz i guess i´m stupid like that, but yeah i don`t even know
how he found me, cuz really i thought he didn`t even know my name???????
yeah, but i guess it will stay a mystery like that, cuz i`m to much of
a coward to go and ask him, maybe he will get mad, and well
somehow even if i don´t know him it bothers me if they don`t
like me or if they hate me, and i wanna go visit them, cuz they
live really far away but is kind of funny how they live in the same
neighborhood as my fav cousin, which i wanna see too, cuz i luv her a lot!
and if i go i hopefully even get to see my one of my nephews, well the only
one i know of all of them, he almost became my brother, but that´s another
long and pointless story of my past, that is better buried than eating me alive.
And i think there may be something wrong with me, hahaha
reading fanfics with yaoi *drool* yeah and manga or just watching some
stupid video or taking some random quiz make me feel happy, complete
and lately i haven`t even been wanting to really use the computer
which is like of of the loves of my life, is kind of depressing.
hahaha, i sound all emo and everything!^^
cuz is really stupid, but yeah, i guess i just rambled on a little to much!
but well i need someway to say everything i´m not suposed to or
just wanna talk about, yup it makes me fell better about my ridiculously
empty and pathetic excuse of a life.
hahaha, yeah i get that`s pretty much it, cuz i still have to do my HW,
and it´s pretty late, hahaha, but it´s to boring!:(
but oh well, no point in delaying the inevitable anymore.
well actually i hadn`t even logged in!^^;
I guess i just don`t have anything interesting
to write anymore, not that i had anything to begin with!:(
oh well...it doesn`t really matter...i think!
The only good thing i see right now is that
the vacations are coming, is only 2 weeks
but it´s way better than nothing!
I´m confused, recently my one of my half bothers,
send my a message, at first i din`t even knew who it
was from, but then it click on my mind that it was him,
is not really my fault i din`t who he was at first, i have
like only seen him 2 max 3 times in my whole life!*_*
but yeah, it really surprised me, cuz i had been wanting
to talk to them but well our families aren´t really on good
terms and i had the impression that they hated me, not cuz
of anything i did, but just for the fact that well i had a family
and even if i wasn`t alive at the time, i guess is kind of my fault
they din`t had a mom and i did, but then again i had`t even been
born, so is not really my fault, but yeah i somehow felt responsible
for it, cuz i guess i´m stupid like that, but yeah i don`t even know
how he found me, cuz really i thought he didn`t even know my name???????
yeah, but i guess it will stay a mystery like that, cuz i`m to much of
a coward to go and ask him, maybe he will get mad, and well
somehow even if i don´t know him it bothers me if they don`t
like me or if they hate me, and i wanna go visit them, cuz they
live really far away but is kind of funny how they live in the same
neighborhood as my fav cousin, which i wanna see too, cuz i luv her a lot!
and if i go i hopefully even get to see my one of my nephews, well the only
one i know of all of them, he almost became my brother, but that´s another
long and pointless story of my past, that is better buried than eating me alive.
And i think there may be something wrong with me, hahaha
reading fanfics with yaoi *drool* yeah and manga or just watching some
stupid video or taking some random quiz make me feel happy, complete
and lately i haven`t even been wanting to really use the computer
which is like of of the loves of my life, is kind of depressing.
hahaha, i sound all emo and everything!^^
cuz is really stupid, but yeah, i guess i just rambled on a little to much!
but well i need someway to say everything i´m not suposed to or
just wanna talk about, yup it makes me fell better about my ridiculously
empty and pathetic excuse of a life.
hahaha, yeah i get that`s pretty much it, cuz i still have to do my HW,
and it´s pretty late, hahaha, but it´s to boring!:(
but oh well, no point in delaying the inevitable anymore.