Isn't it ironic?

[narty4e]

Okay.

So why is this such a big deal to me?
Because it's the end.
No matter what anybody says it's the end. It's the end of a wonderful, scary, thrill ride of a time that I grew up in.

It's a little, or maybe alot like Mom and Dad breaking up.
I know both of you are reading this.
And I think you should know that you were the ones who made me who I am.
You gave me needed shelter to guard myself from the social hierarchy of high school that had forgotten to place me on the totem pole.

With you, all of you, I learned it was okay to be who I am. I never had that before.

I can't imagine what my life would be like if you had never entered it.

Of course we'll still talk. We'll even go camping together and I'll get yelled at and laughed toddle down gorges. But it won't be the same. It will be empty- kind of like I feel now.

You two were an institution- and the end of that institution is an ending for all of us who claimed to have known you as one entity..

and i've stopped making sense

just know that the both of you made me

me