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i feel so jealous of everyone's nice valentinesing because all i got from my boyfriend who was not even here was a text, a text! and even though i look down on it sometimes i would really like cliched shit like some flowers or a card or to be cooked for or taken out to dinner, no one has ever taken me out to dinner (by which i mean paid for me. like a date). we don't really do anything together like a couple like that, the only things we do together are put on gigs and play gig and o practise for gigs. and when that is not happening he is locked in his bedroom writing music for gigs.
note to self do not go out with musicians.
except that musicians are hot??
anyway at least i am proud of him for all that and that is better slash more important than pouring chocolate all over each other and then licking it off, which i just think would be messy and sort of gross anyway.
i am still awfully messed up and down about going permanent/ having to have a job forever, but that is just a part of growing up i will have to deal with. it's actually at the point that i'm thinking about having a child JUST SO i get some time off. bad times.
have been stressing terribly about tour and about househunting but there is being progress made on both fronts now so that is a posi. i have been watching buffy a lot and that is good too. also i love everyone very much.
note to self do not go out with musicians.
except that musicians are hot??
anyway at least i am proud of him for all that and that is better slash more important than pouring chocolate all over each other and then licking it off, which i just think would be messy and sort of gross anyway.
i am still awfully messed up and down about going permanent/ having to have a job forever, but that is just a part of growing up i will have to deal with. it's actually at the point that i'm thinking about having a child JUST SO i get some time off. bad times.
have been stressing terribly about tour and about househunting but there is being progress made on both fronts now so that is a posi. i have been watching buffy a lot and that is good too. also i love everyone very much.