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They finally got back to me and I got the job I interviewed for before Christmas, so as of the 26th I will be a band 3 secretary at the Breast Clinic, Surgery & Oncology Dept. Lol boobsec! The starting rate is a grand more pa than I thought it was, which means it IS an actual pay rise from where I'm at now, so that is good news also. 8:30 starts though blergh.
I have managed only to drink every OTHER day this week (I read that your liver takes 48 hours to 'recover' after drinking?) which is not exactly an amazing achievement but is a start at least. That is 50% healthier! And Monday I could not not because it was David's birthday. And Wednesday I wasn't going to but then I watched Lunacy with the Mayvs & Mike and they had wine, so I was like O WINE, WHINE. The main problem with days off (like yesterday) is that I cannot sleep. I had 2 nytols last night and they did arse all, I didn't get to sleep until after 5. Why do sleeping pills not work?? Why do even prescribed sleeping pills not work particularly well?? Fuck you Zopiclone. I have run out of it now anyway and will have to go back to the doctors
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Why can I just not be a normal person devoid of neuroses.
In good news, today someone wrote in my honesty box (gayyy) that I am "more charming than [I] realise" so it is nice to know that at least someone thinks I am generally okay.
I have managed only to drink every OTHER day this week (I read that your liver takes 48 hours to 'recover' after drinking?) which is not exactly an amazing achievement but is a start at least. That is 50% healthier! And Monday I could not not because it was David's birthday. And Wednesday I wasn't going to but then I watched Lunacy with the Mayvs & Mike and they had wine, so I was like O WINE, WHINE. The main problem with days off (like yesterday) is that I cannot sleep. I had 2 nytols last night and they did arse all, I didn't get to sleep until after 5. Why do sleeping pills not work?? Why do even prescribed sleeping pills not work particularly well?? Fuck you Zopiclone. I have run out of it now anyway and will have to go back to the doctors
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Why can I just not be a normal person devoid of neuroses.
In good news, today someone wrote in my honesty box (gayyy) that I am "more charming than [I] realise" so it is nice to know that at least someone thinks I am generally okay.