Life's blurry and I'm fading

Dec 08, 2004 13:54

I can;'t begin to tell you qall how much things have changed and all that has happened to me. I'm slowly starting to get back on track. I'm working again at a regualr job, no more stripper work. I'm working at Victoria's Secret. I'm loving it there. Mina's is sick again. I think it's something at my moms house that is making her so ill. But yeah She's walking now. and she's doing so well with it. so headstrong and insistant. She's growing up beautifully. Things have been tough. Due to past mistakes in my life I missed out on the airport job. So i need to fix that but i slowly have to save money. I've been feeling resentful. I've been feeling nostalgic, and feeling outcasted.
I've done things I shouldn't have, and said things I shouldn't have. Now is only time to atone for these things. I have a new cell phone, 786-318-7103. anyone can feel free to call me anytime I'm always here to listen, console, talk and share. the things with the new boyfriend are going very well. he's very sweet. I did a photo shoot recently. waiting for the results. and I did the gogo dancer thing at Vamp a few weeks ago. I need to chill and make things right.
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