Jun 16, 2004 17:13
the reason we keep our eyes shut:
i hate my father he loves my brother i love my mother shes upset with me my brother and i are numb to eachother if we saw how much pain the other has we'd know where it came from. this would probably cause death.
school= advil:
school is stress and im stressed anyway. world wars and genetics make me take advil. when i graduate i will have become adicted to nicotine, drugs, caffiene, and a strong hatred for DBQs and a 1-9 schedule.
frustrated confessions:
1. i lack concentration
2. im contemplating cheating methods for my tests
3. even music isnt helping
4. i may lash out at the next person who calls my house
examples of today: i yelled at bria for using my bathroom, i was mad at my cat for making me open the door so it could eat, mom called and i told her that if i spoke with her i would fail my regents tomarrow... so i hung up.
some blame this stuff on PMS, i think its school
note- english regents tomarrow momrning, global regents in the afternoon. friday: english regents part 2, bio in the afternoon. (3 day weekend) tuesday is my french regents.
note to self- i will not remember tuesday night and if u are looking for me on wednesday im either still partying or curled up in a ball in an alley.
HAPPY SUMMER, PUNKS