my stomach is in my throat

[narrowway]

today was - headache, excitement, ear infection, sun, friends, pictures, laughs, ciggerettes, being silly...

right now- i cant breathe, i cant move, im cold, i need a release immediatly. fucking SHIT

i think that if i stand up im going to fall over. this little vacation will either be wonderful or terribly terribly bad.

if its bad idk what im gonna do