May 17, 2004 19:13
thrown into a spiral downward i believe that i will never come up again and i do not wish to. if i stay down here maybe u can come visit once in awhile... and join me in this pain. and then u rise back to where u belong and i'll look up at u and we can connect with words but touch no more.
my brother ruins everything. i hate him. of course nothing can ever be good in my life... and if i think something is for the slightest split second- I ALWAYS WILL HAVE ROB THERE TO REMIND ME THAT OUR FUCKED UP LIFE WILL NEVER GO AWAY.
today was...
being a moody hormone- raging bitch
shopping
exhaustion
arrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggg