Better Days
So... looking at things... I'm kindo happy that I have the friends that I do. I've gotten to go and visit people from my past... and they aren't in pretty places... there isn't much I can do to help them... just be there I guess...
Most of the friends I have now might never understand how hard life has been on me... but at least they're here for me... at least they encourage me to be a better me.
I know at times I let people down... all anyone reads on my LJ is that I'm upset and disappointed with everyone in the christian community. Which is not all true... I may be upset that things have been given the blind eye... but as a whole I think we're doing pretty alright.
I have a feeling that alot of change is about to begin... and for whatever reason, it feels like it'll be for the better.
Most of the friends I have now might never understand how hard life has been on me... but at least they're here for me... at least they encourage me to be a better me.
I know at times I let people down... all anyone reads on my LJ is that I'm upset and disappointed with everyone in the christian community. Which is not all true... I may be upset that things have been given the blind eye... but as a whole I think we're doing pretty alright.
I have a feeling that alot of change is about to begin... and for whatever reason, it feels like it'll be for the better.