Conflict
I've come to realize the thing that made me want to leave the Christian community not to long ago...
People there without claiming it... shun other people. (Like they just don't care about people, and don't try to care)
I talked to a friend today that was angery because when they stopped going to church... they lost all of their friends... and that just shouldn't happen
So I asked another friend some questions... and she helped me realize that a majority of our community isn't prepared to deal with "non-believers" on that level. Which is retarted... because it's supposed to be our job. I shouldn't be getting thanked for being a friend... it should have just been aware I was one... but people have to be stupid and ignore this person so that they feel they have no friends left within the Christian community.
This is the exact reason I contemplated dropping out of ministries... but I still think there is something of worth here.
I've been in a slumber too. I haven't gone to wed. BCM at PJC in a while simply because I don't feel people are being real (A good number are... but somehow... I don't feel comfort there) I thank God for the people that do care and ask me why I haven't been.
K.... The thing is... maybe we should start getting out there and meeting people that are "None Beleivers" and start to get connected in there... so that we can witness to them. I'm starting to stumble by trying to do it by myself... I need help... but it SEEMS like no one really cares.
People there without claiming it... shun other people. (Like they just don't care about people, and don't try to care)
I talked to a friend today that was angery because when they stopped going to church... they lost all of their friends... and that just shouldn't happen
So I asked another friend some questions... and she helped me realize that a majority of our community isn't prepared to deal with "non-believers" on that level. Which is retarted... because it's supposed to be our job. I shouldn't be getting thanked for being a friend... it should have just been aware I was one... but people have to be stupid and ignore this person so that they feel they have no friends left within the Christian community.
This is the exact reason I contemplated dropping out of ministries... but I still think there is something of worth here.
I've been in a slumber too. I haven't gone to wed. BCM at PJC in a while simply because I don't feel people are being real (A good number are... but somehow... I don't feel comfort there) I thank God for the people that do care and ask me why I haven't been.
K.... The thing is... maybe we should start getting out there and meeting people that are "None Beleivers" and start to get connected in there... so that we can witness to them. I'm starting to stumble by trying to do it by myself... I need help... but it SEEMS like no one really cares.