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You know in Mean Girls when Lindsay Lohann becomes a plastic but doesn't realize it yet and says really mean or stupid things without thinking it through and didn't notice because she thought she was just 'acting' as a plastic?
Sometimes with the stupid/mean/careless things that fly out of my mouth I think "it's not too wrong that I'm saying this because I'm barely like this" But lately I've been realizing that I have to be like that if those things are said. I have to be as stupid and hateful and ugly as I sound, because why else would I say it? No one is making me. And usually right after I say it I want to take it back, but I can't. It's too late. That impression of myself that I just gave to that person is there forever.
I want to stop being such a hateful bitch and also stop cursing as much.
Sometimes with the stupid/mean/careless things that fly out of my mouth I think "it's not too wrong that I'm saying this because I'm barely like this" But lately I've been realizing that I have to be like that if those things are said. I have to be as stupid and hateful and ugly as I sound, because why else would I say it? No one is making me. And usually right after I say it I want to take it back, but I can't. It's too late. That impression of myself that I just gave to that person is there forever.
I want to stop being such a hateful bitch and also stop cursing as much.